I took a long weekend to reevaluate my goals and to try to figure out what to do next. I had a great and relaxing weekend. Thurs. night I went to Ichiban to eat with some friends and family. I love to eat there, the chefs always cheer me up and I always eat so much food. I drank just the right amount of sake to feel warm and tingly all over a feel like I had this orange glow about me for the ride home.
When I got home I took a long bath, masturbated and went to bed.
Friday, I went to the Finger Lakes and went camping and hiking. I went geocashing for a bout 3 hours and I didnt find the cache, I was mad because I really should have found it. I went to subway and then to my camp and laid by the fire and star gazed until I fell asleep. I woke up around 3 when the rain was hitting me in the face, so I crawled into my tent and dreamed of petting dolphins and swimming in the ocean for the rest of the night.
Saturday, it rained on and off most of the day. I hiked about 4 miles. Two miles down to Seneca lake and two miles back upThe hills were torture but I know my ass is getting so perfect that I just cant wait for someone to grab me by my hips and take me from behind.OHHH PLEASE SOME ONE COME ALONG!!!!!
Here are some pictures of were I was hiking,...and of where I grew up.
Then I shot some trap with my brother and iI went shopping for clothes and shoes for my son and got my nails done....
It was a good, relaxing and somewhat boring weekend. I was thinking about going to one of thse speed dating things...but they seem so fake but maybe I could find someone to show my ass off too....jk....has anyone gone ...what o you think
My son spent the weekend with his dads parents. When he came home today, his eye was all red and swollen. It has this big red swoolen bump on the inside bottom. I took him to see his dad and his dad said it was a stye (SP) and to put tea bags on it and that he should go to his dr on the morning...anyone know what you can do for a stye?
I really didint figure out what I was going to do in the fall. I really like staying at home. I know that sounds lazy, but I have always worked two or three jobs since I was a kid and it is nice not to. My research grant picks back up in the fall and maybe that is all I should do. I just dont know how I would manage it money wise...I need to learn to live differently...but I am not sure how.
But I would love to stay home and paint all day, do yoga, make love to someone, and someties play outdoors...
Maybe I should just have people apply or audition to be my lover...that way I would get dates, have sex and not be bored...but i think that is what any kind of dating is...some sort of fucking application process and I need to do something to let people know I am hiring,.
When I got home I took a long bath, masturbated and went to bed.
Friday, I went to the Finger Lakes and went camping and hiking. I went geocashing for a bout 3 hours and I didnt find the cache, I was mad because I really should have found it. I went to subway and then to my camp and laid by the fire and star gazed until I fell asleep. I woke up around 3 when the rain was hitting me in the face, so I crawled into my tent and dreamed of petting dolphins and swimming in the ocean for the rest of the night.
Saturday, it rained on and off most of the day. I hiked about 4 miles. Two miles down to Seneca lake and two miles back upThe hills were torture but I know my ass is getting so perfect that I just cant wait for someone to grab me by my hips and take me from behind.OHHH PLEASE SOME ONE COME ALONG!!!!!
Here are some pictures of were I was hiking,...and of where I grew up.
Then I shot some trap with my brother and iI went shopping for clothes and shoes for my son and got my nails done....
It was a good, relaxing and somewhat boring weekend. I was thinking about going to one of thse speed dating things...but they seem so fake but maybe I could find someone to show my ass off too....jk....has anyone gone ...what o you think
My son spent the weekend with his dads parents. When he came home today, his eye was all red and swollen. It has this big red swoolen bump on the inside bottom. I took him to see his dad and his dad said it was a stye (SP) and to put tea bags on it and that he should go to his dr on the morning...anyone know what you can do for a stye?
I really didint figure out what I was going to do in the fall. I really like staying at home. I know that sounds lazy, but I have always worked two or three jobs since I was a kid and it is nice not to. My research grant picks back up in the fall and maybe that is all I should do. I just dont know how I would manage it money wise...I need to learn to live differently...but I am not sure how.
But I would love to stay home and paint all day, do yoga, make love to someone, and someties play outdoors...
Maybe I should just have people apply or audition to be my lover...that way I would get dates, have sex and not be bored...but i think that is what any kind of dating is...some sort of fucking application process and I need to do something to let people know I am hiring,.
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by drink and what-not.
getting outside is good, so is building new circles of non-addictive friends.
but mostly, it's remembering why you dont drink that gives me the most success.
that and rolling around on the floor with the girls and the dog.
ont the last item, I'd say you just did.
I second that!!! And I say just do the research grant. Who knows when you'll have another chance in life to take this extra time for yourself. Life is too fucken short not to enjoy it. Oh, and by the way, I thought it was funny as hell that you wrote "... masturbated and went to bed. Friday, I went to the Finger Lakes".... hahaha I'm a sick twist, but weren't those two similar activities?