MIXED EMOTIONS...ufc fighting....and horse back riding
Spent $230 at the grocery store...I think I feel like I must feed my soul and lay low after what happened that other night. I am really thinking that I should probably cut back on the party life. I am thinking I should just stay sober for a couple of months. Between the babysitter thing and what happened on New years in Miami...I am starting to think I am acting more like I am 21 instead of 31. I shouldnt have any regrets...it is not like I did anything wrong. I worry a lot about how other people are effected by things...I am flying on top of the world...I am feeling alive and I just want to take care of my family, make love to the people I love and enjoy the things that I enjoy...have fun with my friends and be responsible in life. I hope other people feel the same way. I dont make any sense do I?????
Tonight there is the great UFC champion fight UFC 57 - Liddell vs Couture 3. I am pretty excietd about it...I just purchased a lot of fight food...chips, cheese and crackers, shrimp, choc. cookies, and I am making BBQ roast beef and a bunch of other crap. I dont know why...I dont have tons of people coming over...I just love to watch fighting.
I wanted to go horse back riding...it is beautiful here...It is around 50 degrees and sunny and usually it is snowing and windy. I called a few places and they are not open b/c it is to muddy. I could really use it. I think it would take my mind off of a lot of things. Anyone have any horses and wouldnt mind taking me for a ride???
Family, Food, friends, fucking, fight night, fillies.....he he he...all my favorite "F" words........
Spent $230 at the grocery store...I think I feel like I must feed my soul and lay low after what happened that other night. I am really thinking that I should probably cut back on the party life. I am thinking I should just stay sober for a couple of months. Between the babysitter thing and what happened on New years in Miami...I am starting to think I am acting more like I am 21 instead of 31. I shouldnt have any regrets...it is not like I did anything wrong. I worry a lot about how other people are effected by things...I am flying on top of the world...I am feeling alive and I just want to take care of my family, make love to the people I love and enjoy the things that I enjoy...have fun with my friends and be responsible in life. I hope other people feel the same way. I dont make any sense do I?????
Tonight there is the great UFC champion fight UFC 57 - Liddell vs Couture 3. I am pretty excietd about it...I just purchased a lot of fight food...chips, cheese and crackers, shrimp, choc. cookies, and I am making BBQ roast beef and a bunch of other crap. I dont know why...I dont have tons of people coming over...I just love to watch fighting.
I wanted to go horse back riding...it is beautiful here...It is around 50 degrees and sunny and usually it is snowing and windy. I called a few places and they are not open b/c it is to muddy. I could really use it. I think it would take my mind off of a lot of things. Anyone have any horses and wouldnt mind taking me for a ride???
Family, Food, friends, fucking, fight night, fillies.....he he he...all my favorite "F" words........
Sounds like youre going to have a good time today