i wish icould figure out how to get the right picture size so i could put some recent pictures of me up instead of the scanned ones that are 3 years old. i'm glad that i met some new friend on the site.
a lot of people on this site are assholes. but some aren't so i guess i'll stay. i swear to fuckin christ however people talk a lot of shit to a sad guy who could easily be seconds away from a shooting spree.
I was in the exact same spot you are in now about 5 months ago, my man. Exact. Same feelings. You're in a world of hurt for a long time. I'm still feeling shit from it. It's a hell of a fallout. But there's light at the end of the tunnel. I know what you mean about the idea of having a wife. I know what you mean about never loving again. I know what you mean when you talk about suicide.
If you EVER need to talk about this shit, I am absolutely here. Don't even hesitate.
no, i didn't get to see arcade fire. i'm not really a fan, actually. it's okay, for certain times, but generally i like my music faster. i'm really picky about my acoustic-y stuff. elliott smith is great, though.