uns0uled

Oi to the world !

Last night has hectic, stressfull and shattered with trauma.... My good friend Vince, that I have known since elementary school... ( way back..), wanted to commit suicide.. He had called Wal, on his cell phone saying that if he still wanted to die, to come and join him at the train bridge downtown, at 8:30. Of course, Wal goofy as he his, he couldnt rememeber what Vince had told him. So he called Vince's mom, to know if he was calling from there... bad move, his mom went berserk... Meanwhile, Vince's ex girlfriend ( they broke up yesterday afternoon ), who is a bitch and a slut and uses men... and who has been also my close friend since Junior high, called me without any trace of emotion, saying that Vince wanted to kill himself... I was like... WHAT ! I had been chatting to Vince throughout the day.. :S So I started yelling at her saying how much I hated her and how much I wanted to destroy her because she destroyed someone as nice as Vince... who actually loved that bitch.. and she never cared... for 10 months.. :S and two seconds after I hung up... J-f rang me... I was looking forward to that alll week... but I was in tears and told him I'd call him back..

So I rushed out of my home , ran all the way to downtown, and passed by Wal who took me into his car we went to every fucking bridge in town ( there's 15 ) by then I had called all vinces friends on my cell and organized searches in all parts of town... we ran into P-O who jumped in the car with us... And then we crossed my cop friend.. I went with him and he mobolized 9 cop cars to help us... it was 8;15 by then... So I spent two hours looking for him with my cop friend. We traced the phone booth from where he had called, we searched around there.. we went to 4 bars... we went everywhere he hung out... and then.. we learned that Vinces brother had found him... I was so relieved.. so I picked up a cop radio receiver and told everyone that was searching to meet us as Jas's place... 70 people in all were worried sick... And then my cop friend left... and gave me a huge hug.. and told me not to hesitate if something came up... I hate cops.. but that one.. well he's special.. there's energy between us. He's fucking nice and helpfull !

So I havent heard from Vince yet... but I know he's going to be ok... so Vince... I'm here for you, anytime anywhere for anything... I care about you loads sweetie !

Well ... thats all for now..oh except two things.. never commit suicide after breaking up with a puppy dog love bullshit of a relationship... and well. 17 DAYS LEFT SWEETIE I CANT WAIT !

( commit suicide for a reason... no for lust )


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