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OI oi to you, living in the land where the air smells like hot buttered rhum, snow and the sea !

I have been having *sigh* ( again ) a couple of rough days.. I'm pretty sure I flunked the three lastest tests.. Not that I didnt know the material or anything.. I just couldn't concentrate at all..

J-P, Jas, Wal and I went to the hospital last night to see my stepbro, he is feeling better I guess... he gets up a bit more.. but he cant walk, drink, eat and sneezing is the most painful shit... Think of getting your " cordes vocals" pierced with a red hot needles.. there's a tube coming from his stomach, going up his throat and out from his nose.. they havent taken that out yet.. and he's always blowing his nose and shit loads of blood are coming out because of the irritation caused by that stupid tube... I can't imagine in what world thats to be considered normal but the nurse said that was common... but she didnt say what sideeffects where included ... bitch. Anyways, he seems to like the plush I gave him, its always on his bed and all the other plushes are on his chair . I just learned something... why the hell do you have to PAY for tv at the hospital... its cost 42$ per week.. and he's not getting out soon aww this sucks like hell. He doesnt even know when hes getting out. Anywho, we watched family guy with him sound off and I did stewies voice I know pretty much everything he says... and in french, its so fucking weird !!!

Its been raining all week here, so that made me happy. And when I say rain.. I mean shit loads of rain ! And its been foggy and misty too. Very soothing

This afternoon I'm planning on probably eating a huge bowl of mash potatoes with garlic butter and well do something crafty.. I'm not quite sure what I want to do yet but hum... I'd like to start a new knitting project ... psssstt.. * move closer I have a secret to tell you * :" I'd like to knit a sweater for my sweetie but I dont know what size of shit he takes !! " So I cant start my new knitting project... maybe I'll make earmuffs... I have no clue how.. this should be interesting..

Hum... knitting a scarf.. yes! a red scarf with fringe ! thats its.. you all know what I'm doing this afternoon... can't you tell I'm itching for it to be winter !

Oh.. and Sweetie ?? I really really really miss you and I cant wait to be with you and spend Halloween with you and ahhhhhh ... mind if I bury apples in a cemetery that night ??

hugs to all, I'm in a hugging ( or lacking hugs ) mood


take care, kids

oh and hey silva... kawarimono...owarai desse ..bakame