So until then I thought I had had a good day today. I thought that nothing could possibly go wrong. I thought my day could not be ruined. I thought he was joking...
So I got home and finished my lab report. I rang a friend and I asked if he wanted to hang out and he said sure but I have a couple of errands to run. So I decided to tag along. So I basicly went for a two hour drive with him. And then we when back to his place. So I fixed something to eat. I was making a potage and he made some pasta dish and stuffed it with rice cheese. So we had supper watching the school of rock ( silly LOUSY movie). And for some reason we were both feeling silly.We were acting crazy like running after each other and lol just goofing around and stuff and hitting each other with pillows and he tied me up because he said he didnt want me to hurt him.. So until then I thought I had had a good day today. I thought that nothing could possibly go wrong. I thought my day could not be ruined. I thought he was joking... he totally raped me. I tried to move, I tried to scream but no sounds where coming out of my mouth. It was awful. I felt like someone was mutilating my stomach with red hot knives and staples. I could see the domination and euphoria in his eyes. His kisses were like instant wounds... And the way he just looked into my eyes was intolerable. I closed them shut and he started to kiss my eyelids.. I wont go on with the details its so sickening I dont know what I could do.
So until then I thought I had had a good day today. I thought that nothing could possibly go wrong. I thought my day could not be ruined. I thought he was joking...
So I got home and finished my lab report. I rang a friend and I asked if he wanted to hang out and he said sure but I have a couple of errands to run. So I decided to tag along. So I basicly went for a two hour drive with him. And then we when back to his place. So I fixed something to eat. I was making a potage and he made some pasta dish and stuffed it with rice cheese. So we had supper watching the school of rock ( silly LOUSY movie). And for some reason we were both feeling silly.We were acting crazy like running after each other and lol just goofing around and stuff and hitting each other with pillows and he tied me up because he said he didnt want me to hurt him.. So until then I thought I had had a good day today. I thought that nothing could possibly go wrong. I thought my day could not be ruined. I thought he was joking... he totally raped me. I tried to move, I tried to scream but no sounds where coming out of my mouth. It was awful. I felt like someone was mutilating my stomach with red hot knives and staples. I could see the domination and euphoria in his eyes. His kisses were like instant wounds... And the way he just looked into my eyes was intolerable. I closed them shut and he started to kiss my eyelids.. I wont go on with the details its so sickening I dont know what I could do.
So until then I thought I had had a good day today. I thought that nothing could possibly go wrong. I thought my day could not be ruined. I thought he was joking...
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HE DESERVES TO GET FUCKING PUNX KICK TO THE HEAD AND IF I EVER MEET HIM I WILL!! Sorry, I'm right now, crying tears of fuckin' anger and like I said before, NO ONE including someone as beautiful as you should put up with something that vile/disgusting/low as that. I promise you WILL NEVER be treated like that again!
MOREOVER, THIS IS FOR ALL THOSE ASSHOLES LIKE OUR LITTLE ASSHOLE FRIEND IN THIS INCIDENT! You'll have you day soon enough if you continue on that path.... maybe not now, but soon enough! What comes around goes around!
I love you Kyuss and good things are awaiting you when I see you and that's a promise! I love you too much to see you go through this shit and I put this on my grave you won't have to go through it ever again. I love you and I can't wait to see you!
In saying that I wrote this VERY special poetry piece just for you. I was planning to give it to you once I arrived (along with a couple other goodies
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To My Love...
By: Aaron "Sid"
The love I bear,
Was a weight upon my shoulders that silently burdened my heart,
A caged bird that awaited the day to fly free.
Though trials came and shattered my perfect world,
I still bore my precious burden,
Awaiting the one who will not only share my burden,
But relish within the embrace of its wings.
I looked not for understanding.
But a mutual appreciation.
Someone who told their story with their heart,
Their soul sings of a life that has not only been lived,
But a life that has brought knowledge and humbleness.
To live is to experience.
To cry is to embrace sorrow.
But to love is to bring peace to restless hearts and to a restless world.
I have found a precious soul to love.
And her life is a symphony of perfection.
She triumphs though her heart aches,
And she heals my heart with a single embrace.
Her kiss has renewed my faith in love,
And the beauty of her soul has brought me to life.
Words cannot withstand the power of her life,
And silence is not great enough to capture her grace.
She lives each day with such exquisiteness,
And her smile brightens the darkest of days.
She has opened my mind to a higher understanding of life,
And for that I am eternally grateful.
To my love,
I thank you for everything that you have taught me,
For everything you will teach me,
And for your love that you give so freely to me.
I love you with all of my heart!
Live, Dance, Sing, and Be, because theres no other way to live!
For your life is beautiful and priceless!
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I'll talk to more later on tonight and in the weekend, you'll get through this kid, trust me, it's hard I know but you're a fucking strong person!
47 days and counting!
[Edited on Aug 27, 2004 8:38PM]