Oi! to you little people who read my diary entries !
The world works in mysterious ways... why? you wonder... well.. in the same small amount of time.. I break up with my boyfriend ( who was a total jackass but remains a good friend) thinking that my guitarist is the one for me. And then a few days ago.. I meet someone. A person so alike me... it's stunning. As Sunny found out.. itsJohnRitchie. I must say, I wasn't expecting this at all. I was happy I had ended my summer by finally dumping a loser and probably hooking up with someone great in the next few weeks. But now.. summer vacation is over, I'm going back to school tommorow. . . I wish I still had two weeks or so... I could jump on a plane and go and see him. If only I had a few weeks more... then again.. I would probably never want to leave him and end up not coming back for a while... Then again, I'd miss Canada too much.. sorry for saying this.. but the states suck like hell. Health system is screw, all the issues about security in school, pollution, so much people and mass consumption is al most normal... and I couldnt stand living in a country I've hated since birth... Dont worry, its not the people I hate... I just hate stupid people.. and governement... Anywho... I wish I had just 2 more weeks to fly down there and come back.. hopefully with an other passenger in my bags !
So now, he might come and visit me in a bit more than a month's time. Thing is, I have school 5 days a week, from 8 in the morning to 5 in the afternoon. ( ok ok here school is a big deal and taken ber seriously ! Especially in Quebec, with the french thing and all ) I do get friday afternoons off ... but still. So I'm wondering... god so much stuff going on in my life. I dont know what to do ! My band splitting up, me dumping my bf and meeting an incredible guy.. Moving back to my parents after the breakup, my brother moving away to university in montreal, is girlfriend who I consider my big sister is moving 7 hours away from us, starting school again and starting my private archery lessons ! I'm busy thease days, not only my body, but my soul is too. I'm feeling quite ripped about by those three departures.
I must say something silly... i'm really surprised that anarchick didnt figure out who I am melting for. And all of our other common friends ! You guys arent very quick ! lol hihi kidding ! lol
I also must mention that MrTom is a rad dude for GIVING me an Sg boybeater! So sweet of him, I had to tell you about it. He's a great lad. You should all talk to him. Oh and by the way, he's my travel buddy !
and now for all you little frenchies out there, heres a poem about my recurrent insomnia.
------------------Insomnie------------------
Quel est donc ce rve qui mveille ?
Qui me vole ainsi tout mon sommeil ?
Ce triste souvenir perdu, vieillit
Hante mes nuits dantiques paradis.
(Mais pourquoi donc ce rve trange ? )
Moments fbriles de courtes passions
Plaisirs insenss souvent brouillons
Artifice dun bonheur recherch
Ralit dun chagrin rejet
(Nayant plus envie quon me drange )
A lheure o lme solitaire
Survole ces dsirs suicidaires
Jai perdu le sommeil comme lclair
Mais pourquoi donc ce rve trange ?
Nayant plus envie quon me drange
Pour oublier enfin le mot souffrance.
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Well thats it for now all you Sg lovers out there !
gives you all a huge hug
The world works in mysterious ways... why? you wonder... well.. in the same small amount of time.. I break up with my boyfriend ( who was a total jackass but remains a good friend) thinking that my guitarist is the one for me. And then a few days ago.. I meet someone. A person so alike me... it's stunning. As Sunny found out.. itsJohnRitchie. I must say, I wasn't expecting this at all. I was happy I had ended my summer by finally dumping a loser and probably hooking up with someone great in the next few weeks. But now.. summer vacation is over, I'm going back to school tommorow. . . I wish I still had two weeks or so... I could jump on a plane and go and see him. If only I had a few weeks more... then again.. I would probably never want to leave him and end up not coming back for a while... Then again, I'd miss Canada too much.. sorry for saying this.. but the states suck like hell. Health system is screw, all the issues about security in school, pollution, so much people and mass consumption is al most normal... and I couldnt stand living in a country I've hated since birth... Dont worry, its not the people I hate... I just hate stupid people.. and governement... Anywho... I wish I had just 2 more weeks to fly down there and come back.. hopefully with an other passenger in my bags !
So now, he might come and visit me in a bit more than a month's time. Thing is, I have school 5 days a week, from 8 in the morning to 5 in the afternoon. ( ok ok here school is a big deal and taken ber seriously ! Especially in Quebec, with the french thing and all ) I do get friday afternoons off ... but still. So I'm wondering... god so much stuff going on in my life. I dont know what to do ! My band splitting up, me dumping my bf and meeting an incredible guy.. Moving back to my parents after the breakup, my brother moving away to university in montreal, is girlfriend who I consider my big sister is moving 7 hours away from us, starting school again and starting my private archery lessons ! I'm busy thease days, not only my body, but my soul is too. I'm feeling quite ripped about by those three departures.
I must say something silly... i'm really surprised that anarchick didnt figure out who I am melting for. And all of our other common friends ! You guys arent very quick ! lol hihi kidding ! lol
I also must mention that MrTom is a rad dude for GIVING me an Sg boybeater! So sweet of him, I had to tell you about it. He's a great lad. You should all talk to him. Oh and by the way, he's my travel buddy !
and now for all you little frenchies out there, heres a poem about my recurrent insomnia.
------------------Insomnie------------------
Quel est donc ce rve qui mveille ?
Qui me vole ainsi tout mon sommeil ?
Ce triste souvenir perdu, vieillit
Hante mes nuits dantiques paradis.
(Mais pourquoi donc ce rve trange ? )
Moments fbriles de courtes passions
Plaisirs insenss souvent brouillons
Artifice dun bonheur recherch
Ralit dun chagrin rejet
(Nayant plus envie quon me drange )
A lheure o lme solitaire
Survole ces dsirs suicidaires
Jai perdu le sommeil comme lclair
Mais pourquoi donc ce rve trange ?
Nayant plus envie quon me drange
Pour oublier enfin le mot souffrance.
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Well thats it for now all you Sg lovers out there !
gives you all a huge hug
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realeviliz:
I was looking at the drunk album and there was a picture of MrTom drinking a beer in Amsterdamn. So I looked at his profile because I was at the same place in Amsterdamn. He has you as one of his friends. I thought your hair was cool so I looked at your profile.
uns0uled:
LOL ok nice way of meeting ! 
well ... you can be my friend... when you tell me why you like my hair cuz i'm thinking of cutting my hawk !
well ... you can be my friend... when you tell me why you like my hair cuz i'm thinking of cutting my hawk !