unloveable

who are you trying to convince?
if only saying it would make it true.
or maybe thats just me.
XoXoX, LiLA.

The problem is that when I go to clubs, the "finding the cute guy in the corner who is too shy to talk to the girls" thing does not work because i'm already spoken for. I don't want to lead anyone on, that's mean. But if i go to the club with my boy, I don't want to have to follow him around everywhere he goes the whole time in order to feel safe. And if i go alone, I won't feel safe at all.