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unkyjar

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Monday Jun 13, 2005

Jun 13, 2005
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So, to recap Saturday and today. And why I'm kinda blue. frown

Saturday:

A girl who I randomly friended on LJ (mainly because she liked video games and sci-fi/fantasy novels) asked if she could come to the party. So I said sure, and then proceeded to pick up a near perfect stranger and took her to the party.

I introduced her around, she got along great with my friends, and then I gave her some time chillin with the other new people coming back to exchange some flirtatious comments and check up on her.

At one point much later on while slightly drunk, I was sitting next to her, and not wanting to stare, I was looking at the roof. When asked what I was looking at, I pointed out I liked chilling on the roof looking down on things. She then proceeded to suggest we go up. So, up on the roof over looking the party, my friends jazz band jamming some laid back tunes in the party below. She told me she was cold, (and without a jacket) I wrapped my arms around her and she melted back into my arms.

Well, I was drunk, and with the city skyline and the jazz, and the very pretty girl I decided, why not? So I touched her chin, and started bringing her lips up to mine.

That's when she stepped away and shook her head. I apologized for being so forward, she assured me it was all ok.
I'm still bewildered.

Later on she was talking to this guy, down in the party, sitting with him and chillin. Glancing down they had their arms entwined. (sigh) And then eventually I gave her a ride home.

Monday:

After spending a 10 hour day in 90 degree heat, I decided to go to my friend Amy's place an hour away in Jersey. Amy I've had a crush on for five or six months now. It was a nice evening, but if you've ever had a crush on somone who didn't like you that way, you know how it's your own special kind of torture.

Then I got home and read IMs Lauren left on my away message:

"Remember that guy I was talking to at the party? Well I took down his number and either he gave me a false one or I got it wrong cause it doesn't work =("

"Man that's a bummer. I was sort of diggin that guy and there's no way for me to get into contact with him. He didn't know dan, just lived next door and saw the party."

"Hum, well I guess that little rule of third times a charm applied cause his number just worked."

......rats. Oh well, I can always use another friend. I just wish it would stop happening to me.
lokischild:
i know how you feel love...trust me, i've been there a few times, and it's even kind of a running joke between my friend x and i....i had the biggest crush on him for a very long time, but i was too stupid/scared to tell him, and then after i started dating his best friend, i found out that he had also had a crush on me.... whatever ....but! now even though i would still love to be with him, it's really too late....ahwell....just friends it is.... smile
EL SUICIDO LOCO
p.s. ::hug:: you have been the victim of a hug crime, if you would like to report this, please contact Lokis Childsg on aim... biggrin
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