I have spent the last week "exploring" the same few miles of walkable territory in corpus chisti that does not cost me money to get to....
the "interview" i had waiting... the one where i was to "show what (i) can do"?
coulda been done over the phone before i arrived...
i walked 4 miles to be told they dont hire.
at all.
what they do is "refer"
and she made it clear i would not be getting referrals...
my abilites?
never even put on display.
my understandings?
never questioned.
she looked at me and assumed everything.
she allowed no chance to change her mind.
i have give out over 150 business cards.
i have busked my services all over..
the one callback?
a job to do yard work.
i did 8 hours of manual labor for 100 bucks....
after the weekend i was asked to help with day 2.
3 hours or so in he starts getting shitty
after eating shit for 45 or so minutes i finally tel him i cant.
i need a break.
i need to chill.
he starts to give un asked for advice, and i tell him i cant take advice... i need to do what i know i need to do.
he gets SUPER shitty
i tell him i'm just gonna go home then.
i'm not gonna eat shit for 4 hours.
day one he said to me over and over.... "this is texas. man works and man gets paid"
well....
i worked 4 hours on day 2.
half a day.
i got nothing.
this is texas....
*sigh*
