I have no words.

I

I

Me thinkst i leveled up?

Somehow something... clicked in my brain, and my body awareness and i explored the spine.

insperation due to @belladonna and her belly dancing practice live.

if only knew houw hard it is for me to keep a word a screen... and not eat.

so....

*deep inward breath as mind returns* ...

so i think?

that my muscle/skeletal memory of going to a realllly good chiropractor for a while... paid off...

cause i can feel my misalignment and i can feel way strange twisting tension path to making that thing align if i let it happen

and focus on breathing and feeling where the tension and resistance is....

healer heal thy self?

i creamed my methporical brain panites every time with that release and relaxation of completing the alignment

i lost myself probably around l3 and decided that i'd prooooooobaly stay away from aroud the areas of l1 l2

and i also discovered i'm a greeedly lil braincumslut? or whatever the proper nomenclature is.

i type this mid tensionpoint relese, and... a part of me is not ashamed to admit it.

physically... my spine aligns and i relax

mentally i go limp

i am