- on bayleef's album
- on natashasavinich's photo
- on thullemontes's photo
- on trishsweetheart's photo
- on dariseyes's photo
- on bunnylha's photo
Where do I even try to start to unpack and share...
Dear loyal readers. Thank you. Thank you for your support and quiet encouragement to live life out loud.
Thank you for helping me to understand.
Thank you for your well wishes.
My step-father and i have never really worked.... ever.
he loved his daughters, his daughers hated me and used to tagteam accusations and...
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unknowntrigram:
@jadestoner the physical matters so little in this day in age. We need to chill and chat :P
unknowntrigram:
@fredhincanada thank you for your kind supportive words. I can't believe its taken me this long, but change is the only constant in life. Thank you for the positive affirmation of a very challenging realization.
Might be quarter face blind.
My mind?
Like similes metaphorically stewing in the test tube. Words dropped with care one by one into the mix until...
The yearning to express pressing forth... a yearning for open fire hydrants in oppressive concrete oven in a dream to sleep.
Desire and fear of the same....
Yearning and loss.
My mind?
No. Its fine.
A new mantra.
Thanks,...
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3-4 months of talking seriously with a potential long term partner?
oh?
she lied about her core identity to try to attract you?
oh?
yeaaaaah *blocks*
I want to apologize to anyone who may have offended in any way by my last blog post...
That being said....
If you take offence to the idea of being able to at will just.... bliss out into a phenomenal orgasm with no mess....
I honestly dont care if you were offended, and I hope that you look at the offence closely and question why...
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I have no words.
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Me thinkst i leveled up?
Somehow something... clicked in my brain, and my body awareness and i explored the spine.
insperation due to @belladonna and her belly dancing practice live.
if only knew houw hard it is for me to keep a word a screen... and not eat.
so....
*deep inward breath as mind returns* ...
so i think?...
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belladonna:
I'm here for you dear! You also helped me more than you can imagine!
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Ive been blogging here as a way to try and keep a record of events for my own self use. Honestly this is my way right now of trying to process and let go.
I am crying again.... second time in two days. Second time in.... 4 or 5 years.... more than 2 drops? 18 years?
I made a professional rape crisis...
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belladonna:
omg dear! Now I understand what you said about being brutal in a blog post! What I can do from Brazil is sending her good energies so she can find her way to the light... and give you all the support you need!!!!
If you are food insecure please consider "foodstamps." Right now as a part of federal covid relief efforts, if your local state will give anything at all.... the united states federal government give the max federal benefits.... for a single person household thats an extra 250$ worth of food. Every month.
Ok so here goes a fucking weird story about the absolutely mundane, but if its mundane why is my view of reality shifting so hard?
So nicotine cures my asthma faster than inhalers do... flat out. By minutes.... not the story.... story is mom cant stand the smell of some....
So i am agonizing between flavors.... lime or some garbage.... choose garbage. Mom cant stand......
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