They have accepted me.
A rosetta stone left in my path.
tonight begins the urban camping experiment.
I have begun to release the material.
I found a quiet oasis of comfort in this land...
Tonight I brew a powerful healing potion for ease of pain of body.
It simmers as I write this.
Contemplating the next move.
In a land of 3$ bottled water...
Less...
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I no longer fear the future...
i know i scared a lot of people recently, but the universe...
yeah
mother universe provides.
i reached out to my bank....
discovered i had an account full of money i did not know about....
wait
what?
that does not happen.
*blinks*
so i realized... its time to adult with money more.
so i think im going to enroll...
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So.... i got a mani/peddi.... first time in my life.
told the shop i had very specific needs
/wants
one porcelain nail with a symbol.... 6 lines of polish... no problem they said.
pedi was... weird
i needed it
my feet were brutal
but
she ignored that i was ticklish
totally ignored
and i'm very ticklish
I have spent the last week "exploring" the same few miles of walkable territory in corpus chisti that does not cost me money to get to....
the "interview" i had waiting... the one where i was to "show what (i) can do"?
coulda been done over the phone before i arrived...
i walked 4 miles to be told they dont hire.
at all.
what they...
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I sit... writing this on a moving greyhound bus somewhere outside atlanta.
i will be traveling all day
i have already been traveling
i arrive 8:30am ish tomorrow.
a new life
i have nothing behind me
my parents made that clear.
i am on my own.
i am excited
i am elated
i am scared
so many options and possibilities abound
i get to be...
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So... I discovered that the current world record holder for youngest to certify in reiki level 1 was this person named Ayush Gupta.....
he learned at 11
I learned at 8
I dont want the record though.... fuck that amount of fame.
Anyway... so i coldcalled him and reached out...
within 45 minutes the single most famous energy worker on earth was asking me to...
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So recently I was telling someone about my experience with reiki.
they were kinda flabbergasted at how young i was certified...
so on whim... i decided to look up the youngest person to ever be certified as level ONE practitioner....
and if you do... you'll find theres a ton of stuff dedicated to this one guy Ayush Gupta. Turns out he was as young as...
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I have been following a 400-500 year old conditioning technique created by shaolin monks....
the idea is to condition a fingertip until you can use it like a fist... taking 3"-4" of surface area (fist) and concentrating it down to a quarter inch.... increasing the force delivery by a huge amount....
easier to show....
my left index. this finger has no conditioning....
this finger has
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Sooooooo.... a few of you know this, but not many...
I've been a part of the Fortnite community for a very very long time....
I applied for the alpha around a year before it was released, and was invited to OT1.
I joined the Official Fortnite discord, and after being in the community for over a year I was asked to apply to become a...
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The past few days have been insane... and i wanted to touch base.
I plan on moving to Corpus Christi Texas on 2/8 or 2/9 depending on when I can get my ducks in a row.
I called my grandmother and I had the best moment of my life. I came out to her, and she congratulated me on finding my true self, and then...
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my join date is in 03.
ive seen this site twards its beginnings
and i saw it again this morning.
i transitioned 1/25/23, and begain the process of coming out....
so i joined a live of a hopeful i was friendly with
we'd always had good conversastions
hung out together and kicked it
so i tell them it was my birthday and they're super happy...
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