i physically cannot take anymore rejection. I cant do it anymore... I am emotionally drained... I cant do this. i cant do this i cant do this i cant do this. fuck, what is so wrong with me... Why the fuck cant anyone accept me for me. I am a pathetic loser i know but I cannot be accepted by anyone. I am great on paper, but once you meet me, whoa baby. lookout. I suck. Noone can stand me and i cant stand anyone, I dont think I am going to be on suicidegirls anymore. Or a member of any community again. I cant do this... I really feel like shit and i cant even stand myself. fuck.
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