unit12

I have a gig at the casino tomorow. I suppose you could call this the start of my freelance career. It's just a follow spot call but I'm a better programer than the guy that works there and this is my in. Oh and I bitch less about heavy lifting.

I have spent so long sitting in the middle of a pile of rubble wondering what the hell to do. On wednesday I picked up a brick and put it on top of another one. Not five hours later someone noticed. I've been digging through the the pockets of my life for a while and I think I've found enough spare change to go buy some self confidence.

I'm restless like I've never been. I want to Run. I want to Sprint! I want to fly I want to dance I want to drink I want to fight I want to fuck I want to move I want to climb I want to love! The world is there. Right there. It's just waiting for me to reach out and grab it. I want to feel it. I want to share it. Fill the cup! I have a powerful thirst and I'm going to drink deep of this world!