unit12

So I sit at home. It's nearly four in the morning. I've spent time working on a hobby I've negglected for far to long. I've bought toilet paper. I've reaquainted myself with an old freinds girlfreind (she's quite nice and I've discovered I still aprove of her). Christmas is pretty much over and was much less painfull than anticipated. I should be at peace and I should be able to sleep. I can't... There are some major changes about to happen in my life. I know they are likely to begin within the week. I know the nature of them. I know that whatever they are I'm going to get through them but I don't know exactly what they are. I can't sleep because I know what lies before me but I have no details. I hate fucking hints when it comes to this shit. If it's those fun little games between a couple a people trying to sleep with eachother that's one thing but I'm in a position where my entire life may have to step sideways turn on it's head and dance the makarena and I'm getting hints.
Total bull shit. I should have had straight answers in early October...
So now I can't sleep.