unholyroach

Sooooooo..... What is of the up my friends?!

Update time:

House:

Appliances... CHECK
Utilities.... CHECK
Appraisal... Any day now
Closing.... By Sept 23rd, hoping for much sooner
Excited.... CHECK
Stressed.... DOUBLE CHECK

Work:

its going swimmingly i could say, still the usual same ol same ol... ive gotten a lot of compliments both from higher ups at 711 and at our own company so I must be doing something right

Still not making as much money as i want to b though and cant seem to find how to achieve that goal... I basically need to double my income...

I should be sitting down with the owner from Forgiven next week to finally put my side job into motion for some extra dough running a sampling team and putting together promos... Its such an awesome and amazing product I wish more people would fucking try it! Commercials should be out soon so hope that helps on the marketing end

I miss working shows and events doing stage work and the occasional audio, how i wish i could get my part time gig for the city back... stupid black list!

Personal Life:

Went to lollapalooza recently and i must say it was the most amazing time of my life. I saw amazing bands, met great people, had an out of body experience from pure joy, danced in the rain with 300,000 people, just an all around great time. I cant wait for next year!

Also looking into finding a good european music festival to try in the next year or two, perhaps near Switzerland ; )... suggestions???

I feel all around happier lately. I just feel more complete and accomplished. With making decent money to support myself, buying a house all on my own at 24, having the simple things fall into place, not having constant stress over my head at work, being able to partake in awesome shit (i.e. lollapalooza) it all just makes life feel "right"

HCG diet is going very well so far. started at 166.4, 9 days ago and now i am 157.8 Goal is to be back between 125 and 135.. Man do I miss food!

The goal is to lower my weight and then start hitting the gym again once the diet is over, also Ive slowly, VERY slowly been trying to cook and teach myself (force myself) to eat better foods and not be such a lard ass with the fast food. I think the new house will really help because there isnt ANYTHING close by so I will not be so tempted for delicious treats :p

Also once I have some space in the new house i can start yoga again and try to do some at home exercising

Love life:

non-existent ... I seem to be the master of finding the right guy at the wrong time... Im not out there just advertising myself to the world because ive learned the hard way that all that does is attract manipulative asshats. I have gained a great friend as of late but i definitely wanted more to come out of it. Its not just sex i miss, i just miss having that someone to have deep conversation with, someone to learn from and share your experiences with. someone to fall asleep next to and wake up next to. companionship, oh how i long for it. Ive done quite well at focusing on the house and work lately to distract myself from my loneliness but i know that i cant hide from it forever, it will catch up to me and i know that day is going to suck!

I think that's about it.