I love Glee, yeah... I SAID IT! I FUCKING HEART GLEE! moving on...
Why do my friends constantly have to play match maker? just because i have things in common with someone else doesnt mean i need to date them! i swear my co worker sam means well but every time she sees some guy i get along with she is all, "why arent you two together? you look like a great couple" mayhaps i dont wan to be in a relationship!
yeah i have my lonely days, yes i crave intimacy and to spend time with someone BUT that doesn't mean i want a committed relationship with someone... i used to think that was what i wanted and taught myself the hard way that it is not.
i need to be alone right now, to have the freedom to do whatever whim comes my way. to find myself, to not hold myself back from opportunity. to make sure i keep my focus on me and what I want and not whether or not i am doing everything in my capacity to keep my counter part happy because when i am in a relationship thats exactly what i do. i focus WAY too much on him and what he wants and needs and sacrifice my own wants and needs to give 110% to him, no more. ITS ME TIME!
just because we all go out in a group and im the only single one doesnt mean i want to pair off and die. leave me be please and thank you.
let me do me boo :p moving on...
deftones is almost here!!!!!!!! I CANT FUCKING WAIT! so many friends will be going and i will be mainlining jager bombs and punching people in the face, it will a night filled with ecstasy (not the drug) and debauchery!
house news, bofa has a negotiator reviewing my stuff and has ordered a BPO (whatever the fuck that is) hurry up and wait basically! I just hope i have it come august!
speaking of august! LOLLAPALOOZA!!!! YEAH!!!! soooo many other concerts coming to town but its not looking like ill have the dough to spend on them since im buying a fucking house and all that noise!
had jury duty today! blew balls! did see an old classmate from high school though and it was great to catch up with her
let me know if i forgot anything
Why do my friends constantly have to play match maker? just because i have things in common with someone else doesnt mean i need to date them! i swear my co worker sam means well but every time she sees some guy i get along with she is all, "why arent you two together? you look like a great couple" mayhaps i dont wan to be in a relationship!
yeah i have my lonely days, yes i crave intimacy and to spend time with someone BUT that doesn't mean i want a committed relationship with someone... i used to think that was what i wanted and taught myself the hard way that it is not.
i need to be alone right now, to have the freedom to do whatever whim comes my way. to find myself, to not hold myself back from opportunity. to make sure i keep my focus on me and what I want and not whether or not i am doing everything in my capacity to keep my counter part happy because when i am in a relationship thats exactly what i do. i focus WAY too much on him and what he wants and needs and sacrifice my own wants and needs to give 110% to him, no more. ITS ME TIME!
just because we all go out in a group and im the only single one doesnt mean i want to pair off and die. leave me be please and thank you.
let me do me boo :p moving on...
deftones is almost here!!!!!!!! I CANT FUCKING WAIT! so many friends will be going and i will be mainlining jager bombs and punching people in the face, it will a night filled with ecstasy (not the drug) and debauchery!
house news, bofa has a negotiator reviewing my stuff and has ordered a BPO (whatever the fuck that is) hurry up and wait basically! I just hope i have it come august!
speaking of august! LOLLAPALOOZA!!!! YEAH!!!! soooo many other concerts coming to town but its not looking like ill have the dough to spend on them since im buying a fucking house and all that noise!
had jury duty today! blew balls! did see an old classmate from high school though and it was great to catch up with her
let me know if i forgot anything
fatkidlovescake:
oof i hate the "matchmakers" of the world