unholyroach

in response to akasherm:

the vast majority of men in vegas are twofaced, self involved, douches.... all the others seem to be even worse but play the game so well you dont know whats going on until its too late. (can you tell ive been burned more than a few times)

i cant find a many genuine persons to be great friends with much less want something more... im sure im more picky than most as well but that just a defense mechanism to weed out the trash....

if i find someone i do like it usually seems to end up they are unattainable whether it be they are involved with someone, have too many issues distracting them, not interested in me in return, or i found them online and they are thousands of miles away... its hard to make a good impression when you cant see that person face to face. but also i guess whats the point if they are so far to begin with.

im an OK looking girl, i have plenty of great attributes but i think just as many bad ones... im the best gf ever but it never seems to be enough. ive been single since march and was doing just fine with it just focusing on myself and doing what i want but now the loneliness is catching up to me and i find myself longing for that connection.

idk what my problem is...