unholypassion

Today was the first day of my kickboxing training. It kicked my ass. I'm hoping to start jiu-jitsu by next friday. That's about the only positive part of my life now. The girl I love is with someone else and I still see her everyday, which is tearing my heart to pieces. I feel so alone now. I just want to train as often as possible to take my mind off the pain of a broken heart.
I don't know what I can possibly do to ever get her back if I can at all.

I think I might go and start drinking by myself now.