so i am back home....
i am happy i got to see my brother last weekend in florida...
in the mail today i got bills, bills, bills, and the first issue of BOINK magazine featuring the lovely and talented fenchurch...
in a couple of weeks she's coming home...
next time i leave... remeber to pay bills before... and bring guitar... (2 weeks without my...
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i am happy i got to see my brother last weekend in florida...
in the mail today i got bills, bills, bills, and the first issue of BOINK magazine featuring the lovely and talented fenchurch...
in a couple of weeks she's coming home...
next time i leave... remeber to pay bills before... and bring guitar... (2 weeks without my...
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hi everyone.. i don't have internet out in the ocean... but we stopped in Jacksonville, FL .. which is fucking great because my little brother, (whose not so little), and his pretty and awsome girlfriend live here... how fucking cool.. so i am here for the weekend.. then back out into the ocean...
if anyone feel the desire to contact while i am sailing away......
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fenchurch:
ring ring ring ring ring ring ring ring
BANANA PHONE!!!
BANANA PHONE!!!
dharmabox:
i'll have to write and send you porn. i know how the navy loves porn in the email! 
seriously hopefully i'll catch up soon.
seriously hopefully i'll catch up soon.
i am of stone...
i am of wood...
i too may crumble and rot...
i have been sleeping at odd times recently...
i had a sex dream of a gal i work with, i have no desire to touch her bathing suit area... but the dream was good... so, i am a little interested... just to compare...
my dumb cliche pinky nail is getting long......
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i am of wood...
i too may crumble and rot...
i have been sleeping at odd times recently...
i had a sex dream of a gal i work with, i have no desire to touch her bathing suit area... but the dream was good... so, i am a little interested... just to compare...
my dumb cliche pinky nail is getting long......
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fenchurch:
It is I, Count Blah!
I have your birthday present, blah!
I will send it soon, blah!
I have your birthday present, blah!
I will send it soon, blah!
pkybear:
re: new boss
I like that little bit at the beginning. Makes it easier to know what the response is about. Anyways yeah I've been teased the last couple of days about how I love my job now that I am the only guy there. One guy and four women. Which is alright with two of the girls there since both are a little younger than me. The other two well one is old enough to be my grandmother, and the other is a little past sixty.
I would probably quit smoking to. I keep telling myself I am, but it gives me something to do at work when it is slow.
I like that little bit at the beginning. Makes it easier to know what the response is about. Anyways yeah I've been teased the last couple of days about how I love my job now that I am the only guy there. One guy and four women. Which is alright with two of the girls there since both are a little younger than me. The other two well one is old enough to be my grandmother, and the other is a little past sixty.
I would probably quit smoking to. I keep telling myself I am, but it gives me something to do at work when it is slow.
i have survived 25 years as of today
congratulate me on another year of not dying!!!
congratulate me on another year of not dying!!!
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minimalism:
Failure, as a man, cause I couldn't find a good pizza place? Wow, that's pretty harsh. 
fenchurch:
Yayy so glad you like it 
and i..
wonder what's inside of me
hating everything i see
hating everyone i meet
destroying all the things i believe
feel the lack of sympathy
knowing what i've tried to be
no one needs to pity me
human beings are just a disease
living through another day
and everything is still the same
stupid you and wretched me
and all that's left is your...
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wonder what's inside of me
hating everything i see
hating everyone i meet
destroying all the things i believe
feel the lack of sympathy
knowing what i've tried to be
no one needs to pity me
human beings are just a disease
living through another day
and everything is still the same
stupid you and wretched me
and all that's left is your...
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avaneveah:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
eden1:
happyhappybirthday from the two of us to you...yada yada yada i dont remember the rest of the song...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyways!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyways!
welcome to my awsome journal.... isn't it great?
*i have a headache... it has a name...
*my eyes are trying to shut... i have no veiw... unless you count other apartments...
*the tv is too loud...
*i complain too much...
*complaining doesn't fix anything... why is that? "squeaky wheel", enh? enh? no...?
*i want to quit smoking... but how do i look cool if not...
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*i have a headache... it has a name...
*my eyes are trying to shut... i have no veiw... unless you count other apartments...
*the tv is too loud...
*i complain too much...
*complaining doesn't fix anything... why is that? "squeaky wheel", enh? enh? no...?
*i want to quit smoking... but how do i look cool if not...
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mle:
1. what is your favorite trait you possess?
my non-judgementalness. ok i think i made up a word but i think you know what i mean.
2. what was your favorite concert?
NIN with perfect circle followed closely by the deftones
3. is bald beautiful?
yes.... on most
4. to whom do you pledge allegiance?
my VAGINA!
5. pick a word that describes you?
intense
so you know what all these picture journals and the combination of me being off work tomorrow means? i will resize the damn party pics!
love love love ya!
my non-judgementalness. ok i think i made up a word but i think you know what i mean.
2. what was your favorite concert?
NIN with perfect circle followed closely by the deftones
3. is bald beautiful?
yes.... on most
4. to whom do you pledge allegiance?
my VAGINA!
5. pick a word that describes you?
intense
so you know what all these picture journals and the combination of me being off work tomorrow means? i will resize the damn party pics!
love love love ya!
to everyone that posted nice things in my last journal... thank you... to everyone that stopped by my last journal and didn't post anything because it made you uncomfortable... grrr... i am a person.. and i have feelings too... ya big jerks 
anyway sour mood over...
i watched a couple of episodes of six feet under this morning... what a glorious show...
and my good,...
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anyway sour mood over...
i watched a couple of episodes of six feet under this morning... what a glorious show...
and my good,...
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avaneveah:
Oh im not worried about myself, ill carve my name in a bitch that tries to fuck with me 
I have a little girl who is going to be going to school in a few years with these motherfunckers out there. No matter how much I want to be, I cant always be there.
I have a little girl who is going to be going to school in a few years with these motherfunckers out there. No matter how much I want to be, I cant always be there.
avaneveah:
They are everywhere. I looked up sex offenders near my parents house and there was a guy up there that I was friends with in middle school! That shit is crazy.
Dear Stev...
i hate the feelings you have... i hate that you never do anything about the feelings you have that you hate... fucking do something... i don't know where you should begin... i don't know why it matters... your life is not linear... everything is full circle... and i hate that you think that... are you crying yet, you fucking bitch... being alone shouldn't...
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i hate the feelings you have... i hate that you never do anything about the feelings you have that you hate... fucking do something... i don't know where you should begin... i don't know why it matters... your life is not linear... everything is full circle... and i hate that you think that... are you crying yet, you fucking bitch... being alone shouldn't...
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avaneveah:
same old shit
marlowe:
... nah, I lived in the same dorm as the kid last year.
ok.. updation time i guess.. though, i'll admit i don't want to get rid of my last post about Mle's killer party extravaganza... but.. fuck it.. i didn't get laid or anything, ha
so tonight, wed the 23rd... i went to the TASTE OF CHAOS tour / show ... i personally went for killswitch engage and underoath...
band order was:
underoath, senses fail, killswitch...
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so tonight, wed the 23rd... i went to the TASTE OF CHAOS tour / show ... i personally went for killswitch engage and underoath...
band order was:
underoath, senses fail, killswitch...
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avaneveah:
hes not mean to her, i would kill him. he doesnt get physical, its just what he says. he can be a bitch
avaneveah:
im gonna get off now, it was nice talking to you
i don't know how to update... so here is one...
so me and fenchurch went on a road trip to fucking delaware... that's right... "hi, we're in delaware"... so, yeah... we got up there late at night... and the people we were going to see have gone out to dinner... so fenny and i settle in, go upstairs, log into SG, (of course), and then......
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so me and fenchurch went on a road trip to fucking delaware... that's right... "hi, we're in delaware"... so, yeah... we got up there late at night... and the people we were going to see have gone out to dinner... so fenny and i settle in, go upstairs, log into SG, (of course), and then......
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thafckisup:
yea shes living with her grandchild, but i dont think they can really care for her properly
poison:
awwww I wish I could have been there....
sweety, you made a thread about me....why are you not on my friends list??
sweety, you made a thread about me....why are you not on my friends list??
i just hate that things have been so disappointing lately...
Aww
Can't wait to see the new tattoo.
[Edited on Mar 30, 2005 8:33PM]