hey people... i am back in the states... shortly in the future i may update with some pictures from around thw world... but i may not...
i can't explain how weird it is to be home... i think i did too good a job adapting to a life at sea, with the same fucking people for six fucking months... now i feel out of place... i almost feel like leave here and going back to the boat...
or maybe i am just an overly sensitive little bitch who could use some fuckin' lovin's...
or maybe... i don't belong anymore, life did not cease in my absence...
conversations with my family has been weird, my dad called, i lied and told him i was asleep and would talk to him later... when my aunt and uncle came over i think i said only a couple words... now, hanging out at grandma's, and i am hiding upstairs...
i can't explain it... but i hope it wears off...
i can't explain how weird it is to be home... i think i did too good a job adapting to a life at sea, with the same fucking people for six fucking months... now i feel out of place... i almost feel like leave here and going back to the boat...
or maybe i am just an overly sensitive little bitch who could use some fuckin' lovin's...
or maybe... i don't belong anymore, life did not cease in my absence...
conversations with my family has been weird, my dad called, i lied and told him i was asleep and would talk to him later... when my aunt and uncle came over i think i said only a couple words... now, hanging out at grandma's, and i am hiding upstairs...
i can't explain it... but i hope it wears off...
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fenchurch:
Judging from the fact that I have a lot of trouble just adjusting between school and home, it makes perfect sense to me that you'd be finding this difficult. And I would imagine it will definitely wear off. Anyway I'm psyched you're back, at any rate. But you already knew that, goofball.
jayde__:
I hope I helped by taking you out the other night. And hanging out again is not something that has to wait forever. Anyway, if you want to come over to Trish's tomorrow, you're still more than welcome. There'll be good food, probably good music (I promise if there's music it won't suck this time), and booze. No need to bring any; you know what they have. And the kegerator will be full. Anyway, let me know and I can give you sober directions. 
C'mon! It'll be fun!
C'mon! It'll be fun!