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Monday Apr 04, 2005

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sorry i've not updated for a long while, it's just something i don't find myself getting around to the last few days. i don't even remember anything terribly interesting happening last week so i guess i can't comment much on that.

this weekend was interesting to say the least. i went home to finish working on my motocross bike to get it ready to race next weekend but i wasn't able to finish it because i didn't have a major portion of my engine back from the machine shop.

so to kill time i hung out with ashlie (my ex who i cheated with) saturday afternoon for the first time since you can probably imagine. it wasn't too bad, we went to the park and flew a kite then sat by the river for a while and shot the proverbial shit. ended up back at her place watching movies
and messing around that night. i'm still not sure how good or bad of an idea that was. i'm pretty much back to where i was last fall where i don't know if i'm wanting to be with people from my past because there's still something there or if i'm just looking for a quick fix from lonliness. i'm pretty much convince that me and her would never work again so i don't know. all i really do know is that meg want's nothing to do with me and my selfishness is fucking with ashlie's head. i suck

sunday i woke up and got the news that my great grandma june (dad's mom's mom) probably only had a few hours left to live. we went to see her on saturday morning and she didn't look good at all so it wasn't really surprising i guess. my dad went over to the nursing home to be with his brother and sisters at about 10. i just came back down to milwaukee seeing as how there really wasn't much i could do. about noon he called to tell me that she passed at about 11:30. so i hang around the rest of the day and later on i go over to the cambridge estate to play my drums and watch some iron chef with b-rad. when i get home i find that my dad'd called twice and that i should call him back no matter how late it is. i call to find out that my other great grandma (dad's dad's mom) who's been going downhill for a while now died at about 7. so both of my remaining great grandparents (both of my dad's grandmas) died on the same day. i'm not really affected too much, but the rest of my family i'm more than a little concerned for. i'm getting out of classes on thursday and friday so i can go to all the services and such.

it's going to be a hellish week and weekend coming up between trying to get ready to race, family matters, exams, papers, and the SG wisconsin party on saturday. hopefully i'll get around to updating this thing again fairly soon.
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moya:
I am thoroughly tempted to not go right now.. But it sort of looks like I have no choice at this point in time.. So even if I'm trying to go the opposite way, I'm stuck. Ah, well.. Until then, I can still do whatever I want. biggrin

That comment made me laugh. Alot. Thanks. smile

I'd say you should update, but..I'm kind of slacking here as well. Though not quite as badly.. tongue
Apr 22, 2005
moya:
Me again. smile I'm heading down there this afternoon (well, it's almost 6 already..how much afternoon is left..) to *try* and get something done in the library. I'm going to email you my cell number so if you're not busy or anything and want company out in the beautiful summer weather we are currently experiencing this evening, you can give me a call when you get this..er..well, the email.
Apr 24, 2005

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