undeserving

today was a good day. i only had two classes today. both of them didn't have the homework that i avoided for them due, and they both got out 5 minutes early. today was also the warmest day we've had so far this year and it's supposed to get cooler again soon so i decided that a motorcycle ride was most assuredly in order. yesterday was really stressful so i decided that it was about time that i just went for a ride. i ended up putting on about 100 miles, which wasn't too bad. i wouldn't have minded going for longer, but i didn't wan't to press my luck. tonight was also the first practice for a band that some friends of mine have been conceptualizing for a while now. it wasn't really a practice so much as a bunch of guys making noise in a basement but it was still gratifying to actually hear something. i'm hoping to actually be a part of it when things become more solidified.

despite how incredibly well everything went for me today i couldn't help but start feeling sorry for myself again about the you know what with the you know who. maybe it's just the fact that i'd interacted more in the last 24 hours that i've had in any other compareable time span since we broke up. she finally complimented me about my hair. it's not like i was expecting a compliment so much i was just expecting her to have something to say about it seeing as how she's never seen me with short/trimmed hair. oh well, my mood had lifted a bit with the last hour so this is probably just another brief phase. blah blah blah, i'm going to bed.