so here's where i get annoying...
i was sitting in front of the window at the ice cream shop by oakland and locust with danny and elizabeth, i look up, and i see meg's car waiting at the light. i mean i was starting to think about this situation too much again as it was before this took place. i talked to her twice last week and things seemed decent. nothing in depth, just chit chat. so for the last few days i've just had this undying urge to talk to her again despite the fact that i know that's probably the worst idea in the world. she still won't acknowledge my existance unless forced to. blah blah blah, i could go on like this for days.
i'm starting to wonder though if this is just me really starting to be feeling lonely again and wanting to just have someone meaningful in my life again, and that i'm just filling that mental void with thoughts of her. who the fuck knows. about the only thing i'm fairly sure of is that it's going to get worse before it gets better.
i apologize for my sappy bitchyness.
i was sitting in front of the window at the ice cream shop by oakland and locust with danny and elizabeth, i look up, and i see meg's car waiting at the light. i mean i was starting to think about this situation too much again as it was before this took place. i talked to her twice last week and things seemed decent. nothing in depth, just chit chat. so for the last few days i've just had this undying urge to talk to her again despite the fact that i know that's probably the worst idea in the world. she still won't acknowledge my existance unless forced to. blah blah blah, i could go on like this for days.
i'm starting to wonder though if this is just me really starting to be feeling lonely again and wanting to just have someone meaningful in my life again, and that i'm just filling that mental void with thoughts of her. who the fuck knows. about the only thing i'm fairly sure of is that it's going to get worse before it gets better.
i apologize for my sappy bitchyness.
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xposingxpinupx:
I keep forgetting to friend you. I wanna check in on you and then i realize your not on my list so Im doing it now. 
moya:
A and C became my problem last minute (after the library closed). I made it there, and found it alright along with band members going in and out, but there was a sign next next to one of the doors saying that there were free shows inside for uwm students, and I was like 'o, shit, I'm not a student; do I or don't I?'. Then my panic flared up, and it got the better of me. 
indeed. I was home by 8, feeling like quite the dumbfuck, because really, who would find out and personally send me to burn in hell? So, perhaps tomorrow, should my panic and paranoia return to normal and I'm not feeling like quite a loser.. 
indeed. I was home by 8, feeling like quite the dumbfuck, because really, who would find out and personally send me to burn in hell? So, perhaps tomorrow, should my panic and paranoia return to normal and I'm not feeling like quite a loser..