undeserving

so last night i got back from working the show and was just poking around on the site here and thought, "hey, why don't i just update my journal?" so i ramble on through what turns into a pretty lengthy update, click save, and the site is down. oh good. but i don't really feel like saying it all again so i guess you guys will just never know...that is unless this shit comes up again and i feel the need to comment on it.