undeserving

life is good as of late. yesterday i got an inerview for a co-op at Briggs & Stratton, i found out i'm getting over $500 back on my taxes and my mom took me out for dinner. tonight i'm looking forward to the goddamn at laurel's. should be pretty chill seeing as how most everyone's going to be going to rachel's baby shower tomorow too. i'm sure meg's going to be there but in all honesty i don't care. actually...re-phrase that, i care in the sense that i'm curious to see how things will turn out if she is, but i'm not expecting any kind of emotional impact. the way she's acting is really fucked up right now and the only rational explanation i have for it is that she's trying to spite me. the more she does it though the less and less i actually care. whatever. so i should spend today catching up in one of my classes, but i'm sure i'll waste it playing video games or some other equally meaningless shit. goodbye fuckers, i will see you in hell.