undeserving

why do i procrastinate so much?
why is the photobucket site down?
why aren't i hungry yet?
why do i have to wait?
why am i still fucking tired?
why wasn't that awkward?
why hasn't my shit gotten here yet?
why is she itenterested in talking to me again?
why doesn't she just get on with her own shit?
why did it take me so long to get to this point?
why do i keep trying?
why do i even bother calling it "trying"?
why do people still trust me?
why should they?
why is this shit not done?
why do i ask redundant questions?
why don't i just go awa...