underthesea

So about a month ago I took a girlfriend back that broke up with me a few years ago that had some issues at the time. (not sharing sorry.) Well I figured out today she has pretty much been using me. It sucks. I love(d) her and she just treats me like shit.

It makes me wonder if I will ever find that someone. or am I going to be alone forever. life just sucks right now on so many levels. I wish i could look into the future to see if it gets better.