undersad

still pretty bummed and there is no denouement to my "poetic retelling of an unfortante seduction" which is a great bright eyes song. my entry was very unpoetic but i am going to make up for it now.

please don't laugh at me for being such a sappy bleeding heart loser. let the therapy continue...

every sometimes
a stranger enters
into our lives

someone unknown
at first and yet
still familiar

the best thing
i can think of to say
is comfortable

she was one
of those people
right away

but she will stay
a stranger if only for
my own bruised heart
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words have no meaning
when actiondisaprove
one's body by nature
will tell the truth

you say one thing
and do something else
i want to believe you
but then i'm repulsed

confusion in loving
decitiful in lives
why can't you see us
for once through my eyes

no nothing between us
no nothing that binds
just something remembered
which forever blinds
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amazing it is yet
what surprises me more
is how often we speak
without thinking before
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why should i care
why should i care
what she thinks
what she wants to give to me
what should i care if she is where
she wants to be

why should i care
where she is now
if she is somehow where she is right now
if she is better off without me
why should i care if she is now
who she wants to be

why should i care
why should i care
why should one strange noise
left without a choice and out of place
if she wants memories to erase
why should i care if she is where
i can no longer hear her voice
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time is up for today kiddes