Why is it so hard for me to make friends? Like forreals.
Everyone I "meet" only talks to me for, at the most, a day, then when I try talking to them again they ignore me.
Maybe I should I just give up on trying to have any friends and just live my life as a shut in.
Also how come the few "friends" I do have, and when I say a few I mean I only have 2 friends, always have an excuse to not hang out?
Friday, I was supposed to be having a pool party and my "friends" said they were gonna come and bring some people. Well, the people they were supposed to bring decided they didn't wanna come anymore and my "friends" just never showed up. Didn't call or text me to let me know they weren't coming anymore, they didn't bother to let me know anything...
Am I really that bad of a person? Or am I just that boring?
I don't get it.
Everyone I "meet" only talks to me for, at the most, a day, then when I try talking to them again they ignore me.
Maybe I should I just give up on trying to have any friends and just live my life as a shut in.
Also how come the few "friends" I do have, and when I say a few I mean I only have 2 friends, always have an excuse to not hang out?
Friday, I was supposed to be having a pool party and my "friends" said they were gonna come and bring some people. Well, the people they were supposed to bring decided they didn't wanna come anymore and my "friends" just never showed up. Didn't call or text me to let me know they weren't coming anymore, they didn't bother to let me know anything...
Am I really that bad of a person? Or am I just that boring?
I don't get it.

All my friends seem to have had their period for the past 2 months, I've hardly hung out with anyone and every time I wanna hang they already have plans or something. =[
Maybe find friends through a hobby? I have been making friends through that and hanging with them due to the lack of my actual "real" friends being too busy or distant recently.
I hope you dont feel so lonely =[