undeadheretic

ok.....here's the situation.........my best-friend (and in all likelihood....my future wife......yeah, complicated)....Jessica, tried killing herself Tuesday night.
she's really depressed and i have no clue how i am going to help her because i am about ready to have a nervous breakdown at this point.
she'll be staying with me indefinitely....until we're sure everything's ok.
you'd think i'd know how to help her after being through this myself, but i'm completely lost. still don't know how brandy and kristen kept me alive...
but i know i have to do the same for jess. she's all i got.

i won't be around much for the time being, hope everyone will be ok without me here to make your lives miserable.
if you go into michael-withdrawal.......go to this site where you can see some of my work at least.....i'll try to keep that journal up at the very least.
take care everyone.

EDIT:: 6-2-2004::::

Q: Guess who's engaged?
A: ME!
Q: Guess who finally got me?
A: Jessica Schwartz! The girl who makes all other looks like ugly little dogs.
Q: Guess who's gonna be a father?
A: ME!
Q: Guess who's kid will grow up outside of this hellish country?
A: Mine!