It was an iteresting weekend filled with conflict, resolution, strange dreams and trips home... the fact is you can't go home. I felt uncomfortable the entire visit... nothing's changed. I spent most of my youth trying to run away from my small town life and although I have fond memories... they're just that, memories. I don't belong there anymore now, than I did as a...
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I had a strange and scary dream last night... I know it was stress related due to my fight with my gf but the dream involved my mother. Here it is... but I warn you if you continue reading, it's pretty fucked up at the end. My best friend and his fiance (also an old friend) were in town... we were in a nature setting...
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It was supposed to happen in less than a week. She knows this and yet seems to be pushing me away. It hurts and yet still I look forward to feeling her each and everybreath. What is this I feel. Hollowness and pain... Regret and reservations... I'm held back from the one thing I want and yet I am drawn to the flame and will...
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Work has been simply overwhelming... It's only Wednesday morning and I've already clocked 34 hours this week. I simply haven't had much time to think of anything to interesting to say nevermind actually posting it. I took the train to work today... I've been driving in for a while now but the train made more sense today. I'm always a little disturbed by the fact...
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invisigirl:
why, thank you! i made it myself! that's a pic of me, and a stock photo that i "borrowed" from a book. i photoshopped myself invisible, but it isn't exactly correct, cuz the shirt is invisible too, but only in the back......but you get the idea. lol
delilah_banks:
Hey, rocking! Thank you for the criticism. You're right though, I do do a better job at shorter pieces. I'm actually not a big fan of the lenghty piece because I am having the hardest time getting into David's mind. It's hard being a boy. I put it up to preface the Emily piece though. Hey, I'm going to send it to you. This is my baby, my work of art. The David piece mimicks the Emily piece in style and pain. It's so sad, because I love the story line, but I can't get it straight. Bah!
Everything will work out with the girlfriend. Life is good, my dear. I will always be here to smile in your general direction!
Everything will work out with the girlfriend. Life is good, my dear. I will always be here to smile in your general direction!
I *heart* Stevie Wonder when played loud on a Saturday morning!!!!! 
We're not talking the atrocities he commited towards music and AM radio in the eighties but his early stuff. I've got a family picture this afternoon... Its a big deal for my dear sweet mother so she woke me up with a phone call this morning. She tends to get all worked up over...
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We're not talking the atrocities he commited towards music and AM radio in the eighties but his early stuff. I've got a family picture this afternoon... Its a big deal for my dear sweet mother so she woke me up with a phone call this morning. She tends to get all worked up over... Read More
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delilah_banks:
I am so happy that you said that you "hearted" stevie wonder. I say that all the time and people think I'm weird. Good job!
I need to get contacts. Blah.
Hey, need idea for a play. got any?
edited to say that I really am digging the pictures. I especially like your advertisment for the mini. Rock!
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I need to get contacts. Blah.
Hey, need idea for a play. got any?
edited to say that I really am digging the pictures. I especially like your advertisment for the mini. Rock!
[Edited on Jul 12, 2003]
delilah_banks:
Dude, there is no excuse for not reading my shit. Joking. When I put it up, I wanted to see how many people would think it was too long and not read it. But I do hope you do. It's the first section to THE piece of fiction I'm working on. Keep your eye out on more. The Emily piece will probably go up next.
So, tell me something exciting.
So, tell me something exciting.
I have little to offer here right now. I spent 3 hours in a denstist chair having very little fun this afternoon. At least the feezing has worn off and my lip no longer feels like it hired a large piece of liver as a stand-in. I don't blame them really. Sometimes I'm sure my lips wish they could just detach themselves and go off...
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delilah_banks:
I know, I think charcoal drawings are the most flattering because it's always soft even when the lines are supposed to be harsh. The actual drawing of me was probably one of the most beautiful things I had ever seen. She was doing a collection of nudes in all the elements. The girl that represented water was magnificent: every part of her skin rippled and you could nearly see your reflection. I should have taken the picture when she offered it to me. Damn.
Hey, thanks again. These random short pieces about Aimee and the girl, Rachel aka Smuckerhead are snapshots from a memoir I'm trying to write. I don't know if I can actually sit down and write it out all at once, so doing them as journal entries is actually keeping me sane.
Hey, thanks again. These random short pieces about Aimee and the girl, Rachel aka Smuckerhead are snapshots from a memoir I'm trying to write. I don't know if I can actually sit down and write it out all at once, so doing them as journal entries is actually keeping me sane.
desilou:
i don't mind the storm once it gets really going. i don't like the right before period when everything in my body is alive with electricity and anticipation. thunderstorms used to scare me because of tornados but now i am really into watching them kind of cleanse the hot summer earth.
on a side note i kind of like the dentisit but that is because my girlfriend is always my dental assistant so it makes it much better
on a side note i kind of like the dentisit but that is because my girlfriend is always my dental assistant so it makes it much better
I got off the bus... it was an old animal growling at the way its master was forcing it to roll. I was glad to be rid of its anger. It was humid and the smell of the exhaust lingered briefly and then was forgotten. I felt a bit nausious from the ride until the warm breeze hit my face. I walked home in the...
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desilou:
yay for rain and your very awesome taste in music... oh yeah hello!!
kristy_lyn:
hi lover
i miss you
i wanna cum home
*kisses*
i miss you
i wanna cum home
*kisses*
I intended to write
A little poem a day.
Line up the words
Assembly line style.
A little factory
Pumping out creativity
Like so many things
All looking the same
Who knew
The words had a union.
And it was explained to me
They don't work weekends.
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I spent the day outdoors. It was nice. One of those burning summer days that can make...
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A little poem a day.
Line up the words
Assembly line style.
A little factory
Pumping out creativity
Like so many things
All looking the same
Who knew
The words had a union.
And it was explained to me
They don't work weekends.
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I spent the day outdoors. It was nice. One of those burning summer days that can make...
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invisigirl:
i liked your name when i saw it on the hookups page, but the drummer illustration has had me mesmerized for about five minutes. haha what is that from?
great combination of classics and tool!
great combination of classics and tool!
invisigirl:
i thought it looked like vintage album art, but i didn't want to assume. you never know what people put up around here. the other day i posted a consoling message to someone who had a horrible story of having witnessed a friend commit suicide in a violent way in his journal. he posted back to me that he was a writer, and had made up the story. haha--wait, was it funny?
Well here it is, my first post. I've been going over this site for a long time and really enjoyed wasting my time here as opposed to the other sites on the old www. The women are fantastic but it's the community that finally drew me out. I've been here for a while so I figured it was about time I started giving a little...
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delilah_banks:
Cheer up, yo! You're a member now. Only good things to come, I promise. Besides, you have the best screen name ever. Did you know there is a "Hipster's Handbook"? It's fucking great.
delilah_banks:
thanks for the commentary on my poem. It was a five mintue thingy that worked out really well.
Yes, handbook. I picked it up at my local Barnes and Noble, but I assume it would be at a variety of places. It's blue and it's actually an ethnography on Hipster culture. Funny, yes.
And I watched Swingers last night, but there was no party. Alas...
Hey, I added you to my friend's list...I hope you don't mind.
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Yes, handbook. I picked it up at my local Barnes and Noble, but I assume it would be at a variety of places. It's blue and it's actually an ethnography on Hipster culture. Funny, yes.
And I watched Swingers last night, but there was no party. Alas...
Hey, I added you to my friend's list...I hope you don't mind.
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And thanks.
write something
you're getting as bad as me
oh well not that bad i guess
i'm AWFUL *giggles*
*kisses*