uncool_hipster

Well, here I am at 5:30 in the morning... I found myself choking on the accusing finger of my gf's issues... let's just say there was a silly fight with my girl and I find myself sleeping on the couch tonight/this morning. That's not cool. I know I should be more understanding but it's hard when that involves changing who you are. I actually left her apartment to drive home but realized that it's time I grew up and stopped running away when ever my feelings are hurt... even if it means sacrificing a bed for a couch. So be it. I'll suck up my pride when I feel so stongly for someone. Hell, this is the girl I had my tonsils out for... I think sleeping on the couch is a pretty tiny thing.

I can't believe it's raining outside. Of course when I went out to my car to leave I discovered this. It didn't add to my mood any. I want snow for Christmas... snow god(as a concept) damn it!!!!

finally... I read her post and I want to send warmth and comfort this holiday to kr as she's having a rough go of it.