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I did some shopping tonight. Tried on some pants and as I was warned... they were fitting a bit small so I had to go up a couple of sizes. They're nice pants and I look good in them but they were a 50 inch waist!!! 50.... five - oh... Fifty! Un-fucking believable. I'm not feeling very good about myself right now. It hit me...
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CLENCHED SOUL

We have lost even this twilight.
No one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

I have seen from my window
the fiesta of sunset in the distant mountain tops.

Sometimes a piece of sun
burned like a coin in my hand.

I remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that...
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I'm gonna update. It's time I figure. Can't say I've been excessively busy... just... just... lazy I guess. It's the summer and I don't think I can be faulted for that. I live such a boring life that I have to save up everything for months just so that I have enough material to write about. Watched a bunch of movies. Played a bunch of...
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Where ever my Mother walks she leaves a trail of chaos and distruction in her wake. I completely and honnestly believe she has embarked on the downward spiral into 'the insanity'. These are not the rantings of some 13 year old who wasn't allowed to go out to the mall with his friends. I am a thirty year-old man who is seeing the mental condition...
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I don't have much new to add. I still have a job and am riding that wave. I've been so horny lately... I just can't get enough of my sweet Krisy Lyn. It's true that the barometer of a relationship is your sex life. Things are so good between us right now I simply can't express them. When I think of her I think of...
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Thank you Calgary... if you have to ask don't bother.

Over lunch I was on the IMDB and discovered their top 100 movies list. This is what I noticed. I scored only 61% when I cross-referenced the list and my DVD collection. I though I'd score higher and although I know this is not a test I was ultimatlely a little dissapointed in myself. *sigh* Anyway the numbers are a bit misleading. It's not to...
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I had a ying yang black and white week for sure... A bunch of people were laid off from work (3 from my dept alone) and they've told us that they won't know for another 3 weeks if there will be more layoffs... On the other hand I saw Clutch at the Horseshoe here in T.O. on Thursday and they were simply amazing. They played...
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I have a lot of spare time at work... here is one of the stupid facts I dug up today.

A typical cumulous cloud weights the equivalent of approximately 200,000 elephants. The amount of water
in a hurricane weighs more than forty-million elephants.

(Peggy LeMone, Senior scientist at the National Centre
for Atmospheric Research in Boulder, Colorado)

Here is the sight that made me howl. devine comedyI actually came across it last week but was busy turning 30 over the last few days. It was painful but over. Shed no tears for my fallen youth for those years were not waisted.

There are 3 basic pillars to the structure of human morality... the first is empathy, the second sympathy and this is where every one else comes in... What would you say is the third? Cookies is not the answer.

My life was filled with displaced anxiety for a few days... I'm doing better now. Work is going well. My wonderful Kristy_Lyn is a joy to be in love with and for the first time in months I was able to pay all my bills, set aside money owed to my grandmother and still have enough money to go out tonight and enjoy chicken wings......
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