unclenoah

another day in paradise. i've been having a really good time watching strongbad cartoons and listening to soul music lately. jedi knight ii has lost it's charm - i think you can only vaporize so many rodians before it just gets irritating. i keeping having odd recurring dreams - but they are recurring from a long time ago... actually it's not the dreams that recur, it's the environments. i find myself back in places where i had brief random dreams months ago, and now time has passed since those events and there's new things to do. it's really odd. last night i revisited a world where i had cleaned out an apartment of belongings that my dad had put there. i wound up back at the apartment, and it was in pretty much the same shape as when i'd left it, but there were some new things there from the folks we'd rented it out to. the tennants were long gone, but they had left their dog there with about 200lbs of dog food. when i opened the door, the dog was very happy to see me, and then it ran away. i wandered around the place a little, remembering what i'd done there before and wondering why i'd taken some items and left others. one thing i noticed was a large collection of 3/4" vido tapes, all hand-labelled and stacked in boxes. i had left them, figuring they'd be thrown away, but they were still on the shelves. i recognized the handwriting as my dad's, but i didn't read any of the labels.

back in real life, my dog eva is here visiting me. i saw a bumper sticker on a car the other day that said "Lord, help me to be the kind of person my dog thinks I am." i think that's a sage prayer.