*GRRRRRRR* about your dad, oh God I'm sorry! I know, believe me. I wonder if one day I will ever have something with my Dad, I am so faithful it could happen but you just don't know. One day maybe we'll all (you and your dad included of course) surprise each other. That was one thing my Dad told me in tears the last time I saw him, that he keeps hoping one day I'll come around to "surprise" him. Makes me weepy to think of it actually, to know he still has some faith as well. I pray, seriously that there could be a connection for you 2 one day. That is esp traumatizing that he lives so close. Just awful. And the AA factor-God do I know about that, fuck. Just heartbreaking. I think by the time my Grandfather died at 70, he had finally gotten sober. So there's always hope and it can't hurt to just wish.
*sigh*!!!!
Well good faith to you. Yes I had a great time, thanks for acknowledging it. I look forward to more; it'll be a regular thing. YAY!!! To fulfill everyone's secret deisre to be a CARNY of sorts!!!! HA!!!!
Have a good one!