uncaringmachine

I've been drinking tonight for the first time in like two or three months. It feels......odd. On the one hand I'm thinking of all these things I've tried to put on the backburner. Yknow, all those things that f with your mind. Ex girlfriends. Bills. People you haven't seen in a long time. Things you haven't sorted out in your life, and I think "THIS is why I haven't been drinking." But the other part of me is like "Ahhh, sweet sweet alcohol. Where have you been lately? You always helped me to forget about my pain, to push aside all of my problems and not think." Ah. Why can't I just be a blank sheet of paper?
Ahem. Chris's cousin popped up here tonight, while we were in middrinkie time. He JUST got out of this YOUTH CHALLENGE thing, which is basically a boot camp for troubled teenagers. And what does he do? Pops up here asking Chris to get him some booze. Which he leaves to do. What an idiot. The kid just gets out of boot camp for drinking and driving and falls right back into that pattern. And this is the kid that Chris is letting move in here in a few days!!!! What's a Jack to do? Bleh......
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