uncaringmachine

So far it's been a drag of a day. Last night I was feeling pretty, I dunno how to describe it.......numb maybe? Anyway I called work and said I wouldn't be coming in today. So I didn't. Instead I got up at around nine this morning, basically just staring at the ceiling. You ever get that way? You just can't seem to make yourself get out of bed? Like another day of this doesn't seem like enough incentive to pull yourself up. But I eventually got up, cleaned up, and did what I promised a friend I would do. I went to a place that calls itself a "behavioral health collaborative", which to me should have just been called the psycho house or something. I'm sorta uncomfortable talking about this, so please bear with and please please don't judge me based on this. Okay, I went because I'm a bit down more than I am up. And I like the booze, maybe a little too much from what I've been told. But I don't really need it. I've stopped for months at a time because I wanted to take breaks from it, so I don't see it as a real problem. Anyway, so I went, and I felt totally out of place. There were a buncha different people in there, but they were all messed up worse than me from what I could tell. This huge woman was hacking and coughing, this other large woman was walking around asking for cigarettes, this other rotund gal was talking to complete strangers like she was their friend...come to think of it, pretty much everyone there was pretty big. And all seemed just messed up. I wanted to walk out, but a promise is a promise. I did feel kinda like puking though after seeing this scene. But I stayed, and ended up waiting over an hour before seeing someone. He asked me all sorta of weird questions about my habits, hurting myself, being negative, drinking, blah blah. I answered his queries and he gave me an appointment for April something. I still feel like I don't need this, but I'll do it for Megan. After that I dunno. Anyway, it was interesting, to say the least. Don't worry about me though. I'm pretty much a normal dude. Read on.
Jack Fact O' The Day- I was on the set of a really bad
movie called Return of the Swamp Thing about a mile
from where I live now when it was filmed. Heather
Locklear was here, I suppose in a real lull in her career.

Shakespearian quote of the day- "Scratching could not
make it worse, such a face as yours." Much Ado About
Nothing

p.s. having a limp hair day. Discuss.