uncaringmachine

I got home yesterday only to get an email from my brother telling me that I made my mom cry because I didn't want to talk to her about her new boyfriend, whom she intends to "marry" soon. I'm sorry that I don't want anything to do with the dude, but that's the way I feel. Besides, I told her and I told him that she can do whatever she wants to do, and I am happy that she found someone. I just don't want to see it though. I don't want to be around it. But she can still be happy. So why does she act like such a cry baby because I am my own person with my own decisions and my own opinions? I dunno. Some body told me I'm being selfish, but I don't see it. She's an adult. And so am I. I'm not going to have this guy pushed into my life if I don't want it. It pissed me off so bad last night. Ugh. Glad I had a new bottle of rum around to comfort me. Anyway, like I told a friend, I'm tired of being the Joker to her Batman. I'm always the bad guy because I'm different, or because I always see things differently than the rest of my family. What's wrong with that? Do you ever feel like the ugly duckling in the family? I sure do.
1. Who is the last person you punched?
2. What shirt are you wearing right now?
3. conspiracy of silence