YAY its tamale making day.
So, as soon as me mum gets back from the store, we shall embark upon the day long mission. Oie.
It would be great if they would just make themselves. It just cant be that easy can it?
Ah well, its worth it to have something to unwrap on christmas- AHAH. (poor mesaskin joke fer you).
Shit I hope she...
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So, as soon as me mum gets back from the store, we shall embark upon the day long mission. Oie.
It would be great if they would just make themselves. It just cant be that easy can it?
Ah well, its worth it to have something to unwrap on christmas- AHAH. (poor mesaskin joke fer you).
Shit I hope she...
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So... I again failed to be a productive citizen today...
I even didnt get anywhere in my Alice game.
But I just shaved the back of my hair. I missssed buzzed fuzz. it feels good. murr.
I even didnt get anywhere in my Alice game.
But I just shaved the back of my hair. I missssed buzzed fuzz. it feels good. murr.
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bionicfemme:
Awww! You come up with all the best names!!!
Cutie. I think i'm going to attempt to call you tonight even if it bills my cell an additional 5,000,000,000,000,000,001 bucks.
Cutie. I think i'm going to attempt to call you tonight even if it bills my cell an additional 5,000,000,000,000,000,001 bucks.
butterfly2:
I'll try to bring some rum balls for that sleep over.
Productive citizen? Pah! Who needs that. *grumbles*
Oh, I have to hunt for info on that boy. I never heard about it. I quit paying attention to american media. (psssst BBC.CO.UK world section!)
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! *Hugs*
Productive citizen? Pah! Who needs that. *grumbles*
Oh, I have to hunt for info on that boy. I never heard about it. I quit paying attention to american media. (psssst BBC.CO.UK world section!)
HAPPY HOLIDAYS! *Hugs*
SoIm perusing on through the Sunday paper, and I come across an article on Gwen in the SF Chronical Mag. Now somberness has just settled over me and I feel so damn blueNot just in mourning for his death, but for the perpetuance of the hate that caused his death, and the complimentary nonchalant mentality, that places the blame everywhere but where it actually belongs....
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bionicfemme:
It sucks that your parents don't understand. The only thing that makes me happy sometimes is thinking that most of our generation is the new hope, that we are so much more open minded and compassionate than our parents (well, some of us anyway.)
About telling them...be cautious. Perhaps you should tell them after you graduate college and live on your own, if you think they might take it badly. (Just in case it might affect whether or not they'll support your tuition or living arrangements.) That's what they tell LGBT councellors, anyway.
But above all...tell them when you feel ready. And make sure there aren't any knives in the room so I won't get stabbed.
About telling them...be cautious. Perhaps you should tell them after you graduate college and live on your own, if you think they might take it badly. (Just in case it might affect whether or not they'll support your tuition or living arrangements.) That's what they tell LGBT councellors, anyway.
But above all...tell them when you feel ready. And make sure there aren't any knives in the room so I won't get stabbed.
unbornbloom:
O.O (I would throwmyself infront of the knife if it were wielded toward b.fem!)
Thanks, for everyone. advice and hugs = comforteded me.
xoxoxxx.
-D.
Thanks, for everyone. advice and hugs = comforteded me.
xoxoxxx.
-D.
Today's events:
I slept some good sleep. Oh yeah.
Then, wrapping of presents ensued as soon as I awoke...
Then, I took a godly shower.
I talked to my Robbychan, how I adore that boy. I wish he didnt live so terribly far. I think he needs to pick up and come to CA. Maybe bring with him his plethora of books and his cute...
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I slept some good sleep. Oh yeah.
Then, wrapping of presents ensued as soon as I awoke...
Then, I took a godly shower.
I talked to my Robbychan, how I adore that boy. I wish he didnt live so terribly far. I think he needs to pick up and come to CA. Maybe bring with him his plethora of books and his cute...
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joyrider:
thanks for the niceness in my journal. 
re: depeche mode - what was your favorite 'mode era?
it's 18 degrees. i am going for a walk. bracing!!
re: depeche mode - what was your favorite 'mode era?
it's 18 degrees. i am going for a walk. bracing!!
butterfly2:
Congrats on your grades!
I'm still waiting for most of mine.
Yay for a good day for you. Mmmmm chinese food!
I wrapped presents too. What a good feeling now that i'm almost done! yeeehaw!
I'm still waiting for most of mine.
Yay for a good day for you. Mmmmm chinese food!
I wrapped presents too. What a good feeling now that i'm almost done! yeeehaw!
An entirely random list of things, I want to do or have in life:
1) A large shower with clear glass doors that make me feel like an exposed specimen of slippery nature...
2) And consequentially, the establishment of some sort of relationship that will provide for interesting shower incidentswhat good is a glass shower otherwise
3) A large bed thats so soft it envelops...
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1) A large shower with clear glass doors that make me feel like an exposed specimen of slippery nature...
2) And consequentially, the establishment of some sort of relationship that will provide for interesting shower incidentswhat good is a glass shower otherwise
3) A large bed thats so soft it envelops...
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bionicfemme:
Hahaha! I like #2 and #4 the best.... 
P.S. **Pulls cigarette out of your mouth** "You need not hate yourself so much."
lol!
Sorry I didn't come online last night...I watched Beauty and the Beast on DVD and fell asleep, haha.
"Right from the moment when I met her, saw her, I said 'she's gorgeous' and I felllllll" -Gaston
P.S. **Pulls cigarette out of your mouth** "You need not hate yourself so much."
lol!
Sorry I didn't come online last night...I watched Beauty and the Beast on DVD and fell asleep, haha.
"Right from the moment when I met her, saw her, I said 'she's gorgeous' and I felllllll" -Gaston
unbornbloom:
rah!
butterfly, if visit there'll be more then laughter late in de night! mwah! *teases b.fem.* ;p
Elliebear!! Im glad you got the card, raaaaah!!!!!!! Isnt the lil tree cute! it makes me sniggle. it remind me of tim burton (& meloncholy oyster boy) even though edward gorey drew it mwahaha. xoxxxx.
BFem:
ALTERNATE versions of beauty and the beast?! Does beast die? Do gaston and beast hook up? Maybe Belle uses Lumiere's girlfriend as a mastrubation device...or...maybe when she humanizes they can dyke it out together... that would be a happy, happy, perfect ending. Beast as a human scares me more than beasty beast. he looks like.... i dont know, a cartoony fabio or something along those frightening lines.
hee!
enough ramble.
(I am obviously bored.)
butterfly, if visit there'll be more then laughter late in de night! mwah! *teases b.fem.* ;p
Elliebear!! Im glad you got the card, raaaaah!!!!!!! Isnt the lil tree cute! it makes me sniggle. it remind me of tim burton (& meloncholy oyster boy) even though edward gorey drew it mwahaha.
xoxxxx.
BFem:
ALTERNATE versions of beauty and the beast?! Does beast die? Do gaston and beast hook up? Maybe Belle uses Lumiere's girlfriend as a mastrubation device...or...maybe when she humanizes they can dyke it out together... that would be a happy, happy, perfect ending. Beast as a human scares me more than beasty beast. he looks like.... i dont know, a cartoony fabio or something along those frightening lines.
hee!
enough ramble.
(I am obviously bored.)
I love the fact...that when we're together I get looked in the eye.
It's something else Im not used to- something nearly foreign from a past relationship- that leaves me in subtle awe. As if I werent already floored by her beauty, she....looks me in the eye and I'm in double trouble...I melt, just one look, and its over...all over. Defense mechanisms, out the window....
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It's something else Im not used to- something nearly foreign from a past relationship- that leaves me in subtle awe. As if I werent already floored by her beauty, she....looks me in the eye and I'm in double trouble...I melt, just one look, and its over...all over. Defense mechanisms, out the window....
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mtlqueen:
I know that feeling all too well, although it's been a long time since I surrendered...but it's still beautiful and terrifying.
bionicfemme:
Whuddup cutie?
I did the same today...no napping, just snuggling heaps of wool blankets and playing FFX.
I miss you and your cuddles and your neck kisses...and whoooopah are you a good kisser!
I did the same today...no napping, just snuggling heaps of wool blankets and playing FFX.
I miss you and your cuddles and your neck kisses...and whoooopah are you a good kisser!
Sigh! Swoon! Smitten!
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unbornbloom:
O.O do i?
;p
;p
butterfly2:
AH AH AH TOO CUTE TOO CUTE I CANT HANDLE THE CUTENES *runs away*
*comes back*
OH yes I can!!!!!!! bahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY
So how was the movie? Teeheeteehee
I CANT HANDLE THE CUTENES *runs away*
*comes back*
OH yes I can!!!!!!! bahhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY
So how was the movie? Teeheeteehee
My flippin head hurts like a mofo.
I slept way too much this morning despite going to bed early. (mwah. early = 1 am.)
Ive been going to bed earlier and earlier...and still, i dont wake up till noon...
Ive been playing AmericanMcGees Alice. It rocks my socks but frustrates me. Im such a big damn cheater. I use invisability cheat cause i dont like...
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I slept way too much this morning despite going to bed early. (mwah. early = 1 am.)
Ive been going to bed earlier and earlier...and still, i dont wake up till noon...
Ive been playing AmericanMcGees Alice. It rocks my socks but frustrates me. Im such a big damn cheater. I use invisability cheat cause i dont like...
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unbornbloom:
RAH!
Im sure your article will rock.
Im watching this crazy gross thing on TV about a cow with a big port hole in its side that leads right into its stomach. It even has a little plug stopper....
Its ridiculously funny...but kinda sad...its almost like hes a BIONIC ultracow or something.. >.<
i got all excited when i saw a LOTR commercial a few minutes ago cause the music sounded like kronos quartet for some reason!
wierdness.
but, rah!!!
yay. yeah, call meeee later.
xoxxxx
-Me
Im sure your article will rock.
Im watching this crazy gross thing on TV about a cow with a big port hole in its side that leads right into its stomach. It even has a little plug stopper....
Its ridiculously funny...but kinda sad...its almost like hes a BIONIC ultracow or something.. >.<
i got all excited when i saw a LOTR commercial a few minutes ago cause the music sounded like kronos quartet for some reason!
wierdness.
but, rah!!!
yay. yeah, call meeee later.
xoxxxx
-Me
bionicfemme:
Stop teasing me with all the talk of showers!! Meanie!!!
Today, I did nothing, yet I got alot done.
I bought some christmas gifts, sent off some cards, harassed my old boss for a winter job (to no avail unfortunately- but at least I made an attempt)
My ass is permanently cold. I was sitting out side down by the Marina for 2 damn hours watching my sister practice, and it hasnt thawed yet.
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I bought some christmas gifts, sent off some cards, harassed my old boss for a winter job (to no avail unfortunately- but at least I made an attempt)
My ass is permanently cold. I was sitting out side down by the Marina for 2 damn hours watching my sister practice, and it hasnt thawed yet.
"Do...
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bionicfemme:
Hmm...you're a siren then, MS. TEASE! 
butterfly2:
You just have to keep quoting Pink Floyd don't you? heeh that's great cause Pink Floyd just rules.
Wow, watching the moon rise is awesome. I did some of that over the summer... I took an astronomy class at the local Junior College that peaked my interest.
When my parents and I used to go on road trips when I was little I would be like "Mommy my butt is numb/asleep" Not quite cold, but you get the hint.
GET SOME SLEEP!
Wow, watching the moon rise is awesome. I did some of that over the summer... I took an astronomy class at the local Junior College that peaked my interest.
When my parents and I used to go on road trips when I was little I would be like "Mommy my butt is numb/asleep" Not quite cold, but you get the hint.
GET SOME SLEEP!
So...I fell asleep in a wallnut shell last night wearing a smile.
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caligula1:
You are a gorgeous girl too.
swirvington:
I love when that happens.
Ah, unbornbloom=the sexiest Mexican EVER.
I want a tamale. I'm still hungry. There is never any food here. I think i'll walk over to the Mexican restaurant with my sis and see how many 14 year olds make fun of me this time.
LOL wine coolers? NEver had one...
It's uh... family time now. dammit!