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*drooooooool*
O.O
i started my library job today. omg. the rare book room is orgasmic. i love this job already, i fuckin love it.
theres a VAULT in the back that no one but staff is allowed to enter, and since im staff, mwaha! i get to wander amok all delighted...theres something undeniably enthralling about fingering the spine of a book that was created in...
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inkvisitor:
oh wow...i would love to have a job like that...sounds neat-o smile

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Rihannon. I am consumed.
love
Its a silly whim. And not much could come of it...
but damn,
I am consumed.
butterfly2:
Hiya!

I never see you online anymore frown

Rihannon... like in the Stevie Nicks song!
prettyb0y:
The silly whims are usually the more enjoyable ones.
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HAHAHA. Our bookstore has a book titled "Love is a dog from hell."
Im going to go buy it. biggrin
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prettyb0y:
Soooo...*awkward pause* anyone see any good movies, lately. smile



Mwahahahahahahaha! biggrin Sorry, couldn't resist. How strange. I'm reading a book titled "Hate is a cat from heaven." Go figure. wink
bionicfemme:
Oh yes, I have a problem with ego.

Who is listed as your current crush, again? tongue
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alright to clarify a few things.
my journal is not an open forum for your fire. you are the angriest girl ive ever met. i think you enjoy being angry.
so. i still have lingering threads of resentment. i mean shit. it was a recent and significant portion of my life. i think im entitled to a bit of emotion. im sorry im not utterly...
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inkvisitor:
ummm...uhhh...

is that a de lempicka??

confused
bionicfemme:
Uhh, whatever. "I'm afraid if you break up with me, I might start cutting myself again." -Your exact words.

Yes, you were talking shit about me in your journal. As I recall, I said absolutely nothing about you in mine since we broke up. I expect the same decency.

And you know what Bloom? I really don't give a fuck. I don't hold anything back, whether it's passion or rage. You asked for this, so don't whine. I can fight however I damn well please.

And don't try to act so elitist and mature. Half the big words you use are misspelled anyway.

I'm sorry you feel so clingy and attached. Apparently Lena said the same thing to Heather, so i'm not the only one.

Get over it. Four dates doesn't mean i'm your wife.

And I'm sorry, but I really do feel like we had nothing in common.

And yes, you are labeled as another one of my psychotic exes. You try to use victimization and your "cutting problem" to manipulate people and it makes me sick. And when you can't have your way, you cry.

Of course my issues aren't yours. I'm way more sane than you, girlie. You need to let our stupid dating period go, it was only four dates and you make it out to be so much more. Go get another girlfriend and go away.

And when you get one, call her more than two times a month to let her know you like her.

You say you haven't even unleashed your capability to be vicious. Well, I really don't care because i'm not afraid of you. You're a little girl who pretends to be a dominatrix, yet you don't have any control of the situation.

Deny
Cry
Deny
Cry

Wow, they rhyme and they both suit you. Maybe you should write a poem about it.

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Since things seem like they will never be like I thought they could might, I think its time to open my mouth.
I didn't say a thing, because I didnt want to alienate the potential reestabloishment of a friendship. So i bottle things.
But fuck it. since you "dont know what to say" anymore or rather just dont care for much else but your hobby...
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grrlhavoc:
Hmmm someone needs to do some growing up here and it isnt BF.....get over it and move on...let her do her thing without the comments...she is obviously moving on...you arn't

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tanar:
Do you two really want to make a public forum out of this?
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I had the most amazing idea for a book while i was in the shower.

not your conventional concept of "book"

not meaning that i had a plot pop into my head.

an artsy piece, a single piece of poetry stretched out across about 10 pages, black backround typewriter font with fading ink from margin to margin repeating a certain phrase and a boldbold edgy...
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prettyb0y:
I apologize for having a mental pic of you naked and showery, but I am a lesbian trapped in a man's body, after all. smile
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Blah blee blu.
Did not finish fear and trembling.
I will make you tremble bitch.
you will fear the reprocussions, wuzzah!

I have decided that I am deeply religious.
Religiously devouted to my self.
I am god.
bow before me.


For the most part this is incoherent babble, have you discovered this yet?

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joyrider:
most everything is incoherent, when you get down to it. at least you make it interesting.

about mills: i know a lot of girls that have gone there. i don't know why, since i've never lived in the bay area.
prettyb0y:
Het, better than the coherent babble most people try to pull.
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Energy Reserves = 0

Consumption of cranapplerasberryjuice and luna bar =
good.

Back to taking on the world. My friggen editor wants a revised version of the Book Arts article before this weekend.
I must read the entirity of Fear and Trembling by tommorow. I love existentialism, but kirekagards writting = blackeyed
and shit i stil need to do the street team action for the raspy album....
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prettyb0y:
Well yay for friends change their minds and cranapple rasberry juice. Eek eeek , complete starngers invading your room. Maybe, they'll all be really hot lesbians, and make you their queen... it could happen.

Don't work TOO hard. wink
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are you happy?
i think youve successfully broken me.
i think youve succesfully smeared me into the cement.
I hope your content with the state youve put me in, you fucking malcious giant you. world.

so...supergirl falters after a week of trying to take on everything...and now all i want is a goodnight sleep and a morning of nothing. just, nothing, that melts into a...
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melissa2:
I'm sorry........that is beautiful.
butterfly2:
*cries* NO I LOVE YOU!!!
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I'm really upset...none of my bastardly friends want to go to the concert with me...i offer free tickets, no one cares...i promise good tymes and ass slappings, and no one cares...i bribe, i beg, i plead. theres another concert that night of some bands ive never heard that everyone else wanted to go to. it sold out and none of them got tickets. and still...
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tanar:
Hey, if I lived near you, I'd go. What are you going to see?
prettyb0y:
Hmmm. The concept of "Bloom chunks" puts a smile on my face. I'm not sure whether to thank you or apologize.

Anyhoo, you're still going to see Melora. smile Be excited. Besides, sometimes I like going to places alone. Movies, restaurants, massage parlors, concer... Er... Um... Nevermind.