Monday Jan 06, 2003

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YEGAAAH!
I am so completely and utterly fuckin frustrated with myself.

Today just reaffirmed my totally losery slackerdom.
I offically have 10 days left of break before I return to the dorms, and I have done, precisely shit. I havent even touched my game in like a week or two...I havent read anything...I have made anything significant...all I do is eat....and sleep....and stare at this BLASTED TV (which might I add, i NEVER EVER watched for at least 3 years prior to going off to college...but now, its all i flippin do! i loathe myself for it!)
AM I EVEN EXISTING AT THIS POINT?! WHAT DO I FRIGGEN HAVE TO SHOW FOR THE LAST MONTH?!

love oh okay...well... I have a girlfriend to show for...
but...

grr at myself regardless!

I better get crackin on productivity if i want to feel decent about myself before spring semester starts up...

Hee. I feel a tad better after my mid-rant epiphany. ;p
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nerdygirl:
you, rant? never!!! Eh, you need to, or you never know, you could form a peptic ulser. ..eh, you know me and spelling, screw it.
Have a nice rest of your break.

[Edited on Jan 06, 2003]
lunabelle:
OOhh. Restoration apprentice? That sounds lovely. Old books make me drool. I did book buying & was learning appraisal in a used and rare book store, but I moved and had to tranfer to a new bookstore. I love old books.

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