unbornbloom

So....
it comes down to deciding, whether I rather-
a) completely and utterly detach myself from my only and best friend....
or..
b) stick around and witness the inevitable drug induced downward spiral she's headed in.

I think the later will hurt more... but, its so so hard to just, let go.
at this point she's fucked ME up so much already that it just doesnt seem logical to stand by her...
whats the point in, investing yourself in a friendship like that, if your the only one who still cares...

im so flippin depressed over this.
i need a hug.

and some straightedge friends.

thats what i need.