Have you ever felt that everyone around you were dying? Welcome to my world. Four people I have known personally have died in the last week or so. One of them was the daughter of my old youth group leader, her house was practically my second home. Another was the guy I lived next door to for the first 8 years of my life, our families are very close.
The other two I didnt know so well, but I still knew them.
Another two of my friends have cancer, and one of them is too stuck up about losing her hair to do anything about it, no matter what I say or do to try and convince her otherwise.
I fucken give up. I don't know what to do anymore. My life keeps going, cosmetically unaffected but the deaths and tragedies around me, and I have no desire to end it prematurely, but fuck this sucks. I'm definately overdue for a holiday on a blacksand beach.
How's your life?
The other two I didnt know so well, but I still knew them.
Another two of my friends have cancer, and one of them is too stuck up about losing her hair to do anything about it, no matter what I say or do to try and convince her otherwise.
I fucken give up. I don't know what to do anymore. My life keeps going, cosmetically unaffected but the deaths and tragedies around me, and I have no desire to end it prematurely, but fuck this sucks. I'm definately overdue for a holiday on a blacksand beach.
How's your life?
pandie:
that sucks
hollygolightly:
today... my life is better than yesterday... 
