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Friday Aug 12, 2005

Aug 12, 2005
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Thank the appropriate figurehead-type divinity that its finally the weekend.

I'm sick of this shithole town, and 99.99999% of the people in it. Which if I did my maths correctly. leaves about 12 people who I'm not completely sick of. Which is about right.

I just want to go home.

I miss my beach, I miss the mountain, I miss the FRIENDLY people, I miss the fact that if I want to be alone, I have an area the size of this shit-arse city to basically lose myself in and not see another human being until I want to.

This town is suffocating me. One of my mates from back home came up last weekend and she told me, "You're not the same person anymore".

I used to be the rock, I am the one that everyone came to to lean on, to cry on, to just be there for anyone who needed me.

I am not that person anymore.

And that fucken sucks.

I need to go home.
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bloodletting:
yeh I can give you some of her stuff. I have all the albums except the out of print one. I asked her about that at the show, and she said if I emailed her she'd send me the mp3s. But I managed to get the tracks that I wanted off a website. I'll make a disc and you can grab it off me some time tongue
Aug 14, 2005
hopeaugust:
i just reread your journal entry and it makes me sad.
we're not all scum suckers, i promise.
going for a walk along Muriwai always does wonders for my state of mind.
Aug 14, 2005

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