I'm not big on complaining, but I think I need to rant a little bit, guys. I'm really really not in a good place right now. I just wanna fast forward to the part of my life where I’m happy and living with my girlfriend instead of being a live-in nanny for my siblings, stuck with people who don’t respect me, who are so toxic it makes me sick to be around them
They have no idea how sensitive I am and how much everything they do and say hurts me, but if they did they actually wouldn't care.
This situation is keeping me from being able to start my own life, get a job, get a car, move out, etc. and it's super frustrating because it's actually only because my mom is avoiding her responsibilities, so they're passed down to me to deal with.
Super toxic people, very hard to keep my energy/vibrations up.
If things keep going at this rate for much longer, I honestly don't know what I'll do.
Sick and tired.
Much love, hope you guys are doing well.
