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freakin out about money man . . .

whatever happened to economic rights? Shouldn't that be in the constitution? Equal rights to food water, shelter and medical care? I don't want a bourgous (I don't know french so we'll) lifeslyle. I just want enough funds to get a hat, food, and be able to be social - go places . . .

My job's cutting my hours, if I pick up extra shifts I can make rent, but then there's heat, water, phone, and internet. I calculated how much cash I'll have after all the bills go through and it's no good, I seriously have like 20$ for the whole month. I do have food stamps though and mommy took me to cosco so food shouldn't be an issue this month like the last few . . . ugh.

I think that the "poor colage student" phase of most middle class folks life makes them overcompensate once they do get a job and have funds. I can already feal it comming in me. I don't like the mony parania I'm developing. It took me a long time to let myself buy more quality things, now I'm reluctant to give that up. Mainly in the arena of food. Good for you food is fucking expensive but now I can seriusly taste the chemicle ick in non organic hormone filled milk - it's just gross. So I'm stuck paying twice as much for most things. I'm trying to stay away from to good to be true cheep things too. Great dealt for me usually mean that whoever made said product is in 10 times worse shape than I am. *sigh*