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man, it's week two and I'm already not going to classes. I should have gone to political phil this morning and I should be in ballet right now. I feel rested but sluggish. I can see the pattern forming again - not being able to sleep till 3 or 4 am then not having the strength to get up at 9 and start my day. the other thing that happens when I do this is I get wierd stress dreams (probably cus I know I'm not doing the right thing or something)

today it was a two parter. part one: I was in portland with my mom and we were going to my godmothers house, we were walking and it started raining. She was walking faster and I ended up getting terribly lost in what seemed down town portland but shared only threads of resemblance to the real thing. I find people I know and it's fun I'm sure I can get a ride back to my godmothers house but then I start to worry about my mother worrying about me so I have to leave nad find my way back myself. dark cute guy helps me find my way to a freeway going where I want to go there were lots of trees that I had to climb, lotls of climbng. . .

part two: I was still lost but now I was carrying my leopard gecko Titus and she was cold and scared, it was still raining hard. a man was questioning me about whether I wanted to climb the butte (Skinners butte in eugene I think) I didn't. theres a resterant with strange food and it's harder to keep Titus ok. by climbingthrough swamps I find my way there and put her in a cage with Hume ( my other leopard gecko) and their cage is all wrong. (Hasve had many dreams in the past about reptiles and problems with their housing situations) I fix it by when I put Hume back in I snag his belly on the cage rim. He didn't bleed but - had I not woken up then - the dream would probably continue along the getting Hume to the vet line or something.

long dream, I know sometimes they are sometimesthey aren't.
plesant dreams to you all