ultra_violet

I hate music right now.
A train wreck of jumbled beats are mashed up in my head.

No time for pleasure
not enough sex

an endless cycle of riding up this hill.
can't find the top. I only stop when I fall off.

fighting makes me feel like throwing up.

gasping for air. listening to the rain
my lover is hating on my breathing

miss holding my girl close at night

diamonds might fall from my eyes
stars from skies
before a tear is ever there.

Wish I could make cry. emptyness is easy.

take me apart
find my heart
need to feel real soon.